The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 10

In this post Abdullah's the speaker, Just so you'd know how he really feels.. Don't forget your comments ;p enjoy ;*
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**Abdullah's point of view**

That's when she arrived, and I've never been so hurt. The way she looked at me.. It was fury, anger, disappointment, sadness, all mashed up in one.. "You ruined everything" .. It was written plainly on her face. I knew it was a mistake.. I knew she had no room for me in her life anymore. Why can't I let go?

I stared at her from across the hall, she reeked of Saeed's cheap perfume. Give me one good reason why I shouldn't rip you apart, like you ripped me, Oh my god, 3bdallah snap out of it, I can't do this to Sara. No I won't, even though she shattered my heart but I would never do such thing. She's My Sara, yes Mine and forever she will be my love.

"Mrs. Al X.." I spoke up after an intense moment of silence. They all looked at me, Sara's face screamed 'help me', while her mother's face clearly said 'Tell the truth'.. I had to help Sara.

"Well... Me and Sara had a fight.. And she left.." I tried to lie.. I had no idea what I was going to say.

They both raised their eyebrow at me.

"Um, I thought she came home.. So I came looking for her.. to apologize." I smiled sweetly.

"I see.. So where were YOU Sara?" Her mother asked.

"Umm..I.. i.." Sara thought for a moment. "I was sitting outside in the garden, thinking." She looked so innocent... and so.. Beautiful.

"Hmmm.." Her mother looked at us both. "Fine" She gave up, though we both knew she didn't believe a word we said.

I felt a huge lump in the pit of my stomach. I can't be here anymore..
"If you'll excuse me I have to get home.. It's gettin late"

"No 3bod please sta-"
"It's ok.. I really need to leave" I interrupted Sara.


I ran back home before anyone could notice my breakdown. I ran to my room and slammed the door as hard as I could. I took quick paces around my room, almost pulling my hair out.

I had a meltdown, tears were streaming down my face, as I destroyed practically everything in sight. Just the thought of losing her to HIM.. made me feal so.. sad.. so .. weak. Every thing suddenly went dark, the room started spinning, I stopped breathing. I gasped for air, "WHERE IS IT" I screamed as I looked for my inhaler.. I couldn't find it.. Everything went dark, and all I could hear was her voice.. I passed out, then awoke in a hospital at 2:00 a.m.

I need to see her.

As I tip-toed through their backyard, I glanced at the window and noticed the lights were on. Weird, it's 2:00 a.m. As I got closer, it went off. At this point I panicked and wanted to run away. But I couldn't. I had to see her. I just had to. So I continued tip-toeing, and climbed the tree which was by her window. I raised my head up the window to see, when unfortunately I saw Him. Yes Him. Saeed.

But then I saw her. With the most amazing smile on her face. Her smile could light up the whole world.. But it killed me. It killed me because I knew he was the reason for her smile. He was the one who got to hold her.

I turned around, and tried so hard not to cry. But I didn't care. I didn't care.. I let it out as I ran back home. Halfway there, I knelt in the middle of the road and screamed. I prayed for death. Anything would have been better than this.

** Meanwhile, with Sara.**
"4 days left before the big day" He announced as he grabbed her hand.

"Huh?" Replied Sara half-awake. "The Party!" He said all excited " I'm your Edward aren't I ?" he continued.

"Hehe, 5alnii argd a7enah, watch me sleep won't you?" Replied Sara as she slept on his lap. "Haha, okay Bella, Sweet dreams" Smiled Saeed and kissed her on her forehead. Then continued playing with hair as she slept the night away.

A couple of hours later Sara woke up.

"I thought I heard something.." Sara awoke suddenly. "Shh, go back to sleep. You're safe." Saeed reassured her.

Saeed gave her a worried look. "I know this sounds crazy.. But something's wrong with 3bod."
Saeed smiled a paranoid smile. "Oh him again".. "Sara you just had a bad dream.. Ergdi" He kissed her forehead, and let her sleep.

Sara felt safe, she slept in Saeed's arms, then awoke early in the morning.
"Sa3ood.." She muttered.

She got no reply.

"Sa3ood?" She asked.

She opened her eyes.. He was gone.