It's called 'Copyright' .. Look it up!

Hey guys. No, this isn't a Sara Belle post, and I don't think we'll be posting any time soon.
We just wanted to talk to you about an issue that's really bugged us :)!

There are some people who have been stealing our monologues without permission.

One of the monologues is not yet on the blog. We had sent it through broadcast (blackberry) and we've mentioned that all rights are reserved to A&H.

A friend of ours had received the exact same broadcast from a girl claiming she had written it.
Please people, respect copyright terms :\!

If you guys can't respect that then I guess Blogger is not the place for us :D



In case you're curious,
this is the monologue I was talking about:

Sometimes I feel as though I'm living inside a box of my own apprehension.
My box is wide, but not wide enough.
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see,
My fear of the future is stopping me from reaching my full potential.
My imagination is flexible but I don't trust it.
My senses are urging me though I don't believe in them.
My heart says yes, but my mind says no.

I am living by limitations,
Limitations that haunt my every waking moment.
I am lost in my own world of dread and fear,
A world only I can see quite clearly.
A world far away from reality.
A world of my own imagination.

Who am I?
I am an artist.

All Rights Reserved to A&H.

Have a nice day.
Regards,
H~

Love Monologue

Here's something a little different. It's from a boy's perspective which should be interesting. Just a refreshing change while you wait for the next part ;* Enjoy <3
Oh, and one more thing.. We'd like to dedicate this post to EmJaih since it's her birthday tomorrow. Sorry we couldn't post a part! Happy Birthday hun ;*

As I listened to the dial tone, after she hung up, I whispered "I love you” I wish she could hear me. I wish I could tell her those three words, the three little words that would mean everything to her, and the whole world to me!

If only I could be hers and she could be mine, yes mine, forever. If she were mine, forever would never be long enough for me, but I would live to cherish every moment with her.

If only I was him!

If only I was the last one to hear her voice late at night, and the first number that she dials when she opens her eyes. If only I was the one she always runs to, if only I was closer to her than her own heart.

But who am I kidding? I can never be him.

I'm only kidding myself when I say I'm fine... Am I really fine? Will I be okay? Knowing my soul mate, my true love is there, with a man other than me; loving him, caring for him. Will I be able to just let it be?

I’ve had enough, I just can’t stand it anymore, I don’t want to be what she wants me to be, I can’t be just another “friend”

I’ve decided to man up and tell her how I really feel. As I was about to call her, my phone rang, and it was her… I picked up, her sad tone worried me. I’ve always loved the fact that she'd call me whenever she was down but I hated how he was the reason for that. I just couldn't tell her now, this might break us up, and right now that would be the last thing she needed.

After trying to cheer her up, failing miserably but was appreciated for the effort, I hung up and I whispered to myself, yet again “I love you”
I heard the heavy breathing in the other end of the line.

I was still connected!

She heard me, she heard me say it! But I'm not ready right now, my heart’s shattering into million pieces, my soul’s breaking. I didn’t know what to do, or what to say. She seemed calm yet my heart was racing, seconds passed, but it felt like hours to my unsteady heart, when finally she broke the silence and whispered,

"I love you too"


Written By A~

The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 17

&& Now the moment you've all been waiting for, :P Here's part 17 <3

Silence.. Everyone waited in silence as the principal announced the winner. Suspense was eating us up.

"This year's prom king is.."

"Saeed Al X!!" The principal announced.

No surprise. Who was to doubt that every girl's dream boy would turn out to be prom king?

Everyone applauded. Saeed got up graciously, not surprised at all. He wore his crown and waited for his queen.

"And now.." The principal announced in the same anticipating tone.
All girls stared at one another; Mariam shot me a glare.

"This year's prom queen is.." The principal continued.

Mariam prepared herself to get up, confidently.
Just get it over with and let Mariam win already. I'll deal with it later..

"Sara Belle Al X!" The principal said, sounding almost surprised.

"WHAT?" Mariam and I both yelled.

Everyone's jaw dropped open--Well, everyone except Saeed's.
He smiled at me as he waited for me to get on stage.

It was like I was walking through a dark field of nothingness, walking with no direction. But he was my light. His smile lit the world, my world.
The student's silent murmurs echoed in my ears, but I didn't care.

He reached out for my hand, as I did for his. He helped me up the stairs, then crowned me his queen. He held my hand on stage.
I squeezed his hand, but alas he let go.

He stepped forward to make a speech.

"As much as I'm thankful for being this year's Prom King.." He started his speech. "There's just one special person, who's mere existence led me to being who I am today" His tone was grateful and endearing. "My one and only" He paused, as he shot a smile at the audience. He loves me.. He really loves me..

Mariam shot her eyes at me, then smiled diabolically. Saeed gestured to someone in the audience. I could barely see faces from all the bright lights shining at us.

I searched for Mariam, but could not find her. Suddenly, I saw her walking up the stage, with her arms wide open, heading towards Saeed.

What's going on here?!!! I was furious. What's the meaning of this??! I'm sure Saeed would push her away.

But he didn't

In fact, he welcomed her with an embrace. My eyes grew wide, but my legs failed to move, my voice would not switch on, I was breathing frantically.

"My one and only, Mariam" He finished his sentence.

I could not comprehend any of this! He loves me! Doesn't he?

This can't be happening. I couldn't believe my eyes! I started to lose my sight. Everything around me was a blur! I tried to fight back my tears but I couldn't.. I just couldn't..

I ran of off stage, with all eyes glued to me- Including Saeed and Mariam's.. Through the music and applause, the only thing I could hear was Saeed and Mariam's evil laughter. Why me?

None of this matters anymore, I should've listened.. I should've listened..

Jewels's Perspective

After the gym cleared out and the royal pain in the ass got off stage, I went to have a little chat with Saeed.

"Well, well, well. What do we have here?" He said sarcastically.
"Cut the crap ass wound" I shot back.
He laughed carelessly, "I see you still haven't changed."
"Haven't you done enough damage?! First to me and now Sara?!" I paused in disgust. "How could you?"

My speech didn't seem to affect him, so I decided to change my behavior with him.

"Jewels, honey. When are you ever going to learn? People like me never change" He said, proudly.
I smiled, punched his pathetic excuse for a face, and walked away. Epic win, eh?

Abdullah's Perspective

I knew it.. I knew he was up to no good. But how will I ever live with myself? I just let her be with him. I just gave up on us. I just let go and watched her fall. I will never forgive myself. I need to find her, I need to apologize. I need to hold her and let her know she'll be alright.

I stared at myself in the bathroom mirror. It hurt me more than it hurt her. I can feel her; her grief, her weakness. We are one.

I washed my face and plodded out of the boys' bathroom angrily. I need to find her. I ran aimlessly with no direction. Where am I supposed to go? I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I ran outside and felt like screaming to the heavens, I felt like screaming her name. I can't shield my tears anymore. I give up. I need her. Suddenly, the feelings grew deeper, the memories clearer. I ran confidently, yet unknowingly. I had no idea where I was going. I trusted my heart, so I followed it. I ran faster and faster, and gasped when I'd seen where my heart had led me.

How could I not think of this earlier?

The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 16

Happy New Year guys <3

Abdullah's Perspective

I took a deep breath, as I waited for Jewels outside her house. This feels wrong. So incredibly wrong..
Jewels is awesome.. But she's no Sara.

Oh, Sara.. I could picture myself dancing with her; my hands on her waist, her hands around my neck, my eyes consuming hers. No one on the dance floor but us. Just me and her, together. Together, we were perfect.

I smiled dreamily, as I drifted away in thought. Shortly, my day-dreaming was interrupted when Jewels had walked out of her house.

My jaw dropped open. She was stunning. She looked like the kind of girl every guy wanted, and every girl wanted to be. How lucky am I, right?

Wrong...

If I'm so lucky, why do I feel so.. unfaithful?

I looked at my ring. The ring which Sara had an exact replica of. The single thread that held me and Sara together.


Like it matters..

She's with Saeed now, and I'm with Jewels.

"Jawaher, you look stunning." I shrugged off the thought of Sara, and took Jewels's hand.
She giggled and said, "Why, thank you. So do you." She blushed.

She did, in fact, look beautiful. She was dressed as a kitten; she wore kitty ears, with nose, whiskers, and all. She did not wear her glasses, instead, she wore blue lenses, which made her look even more stunning than she already is. She wore a pink mini dress with white tights. While, I on the other hand, was dressed as a goth; wearing black pants, a black t-shirt, my hair covered my eyes, and I wore the whole gothic make-up; lipstick, eye-liner, etc.

We were completely incompatible. But nevertheless, she was my date.

"This is for you" I said shyly, as I handed her a single white rose.

She looked so angelic, so pure. By the look I saw in her eyes, I knew that she had appreciated the sentiment. I took her hand and helped her get in my car. She hopped on gracefully.

We were both silent the whole ride to school. It was weird. It felt as though we had just met.

Finally, we arrived. The gym looked fantastic. Looks like all our hard work had paid off. A smile was printed on my face, and that smile faded as soon as I saw her. With him..

Sara's Perspective

It was a perfect night, everything was falling in place--Until I saw him.

I pretended like I hadn't seen him, and acted like I was checking my phone. But it was hopeless, I couldn't resist. I gazed into his brown eyes, and he smiled. Seeing him smile, I couldn't help but smile back.. I shut my eyes and looked away, attempting to end the whole drama scene. But I had failed miserably.

I felt a tap on my shoulder.
"Helloooo!" Jewels shrieked, excitedly, as she tackled me.
I hugged her back and laughed. "Hey Jewels!"
Abdullah was standing behind her, politely.
He smiled, "Hi"

Before I could react,

"There you are, beautiful" Saeed held me from behind.

"Here I am" I said, forgetting that Jewels and Abdullah were still standing there.

We stared at each other for a while.

Suddenly, it was dark; the only lights were the lights from the dance floor, and the glimmering disco ball.

It always takes a couple to start dancing till everyone follows.. We all stared at each other, waiting for someone brave enough to go first, as the song "Lost" By Michael Buble played.

"May I have this dance?" Saeed whispered, as he tenderly kissed my hand.

I smiled dorkishly, then pulled away.

"What's wrong?" Saeed asked, sensing my distress.

"I can't dance.." I admitted sheepishly. My answer did not seem to bother him. He took my hand, yet again, and pulled me to the dance floor, not giving me a chance to react.

Crap. I've never danced in public, let alone slow dance. This is going to be humiliating.

"Sa3ood! I can't dance!" Everyone was staring at us.

"No worries." He paused, I'll take the lead" He winked.

Slowly, we started to dance. I could feel over a hundred eyes glued to my back, but that didn't bother me at all. It felt like dancing on clouds, like walking on sunshine, just me and him. He wrapped his arms tighter around me, as did I. He held me close enough for me to feel his breath on my face. He let his eyes drown in mine. At that instant, it was like we were one. It was as though for a second we had shared a soul. I just wanted to freeze that moment, and die in his arms.

Alas, the bond between us was broken, when they were about to announce the 'Halloween King & Queen'.

I didn't want to leave so soon. We've been dancing for hours, yet it still felt like a couple of minutes. *Sigh*

We gathered around, awaiting the announcements patiently. "Good luck" Said Saeed, as he kissed my cheek.
I beamed and laid my head on his shoulder.

"And now," The principal announced.

"The moment you've all been waiting for!" He continued, excitedly.

Everyone shut their eyes, waiting impatiently to hear the principal's announcement.

Saeed smiled confidently as he waited.

"This year's prom king is.."