Sigh.. Yes, yes.. We know. It's been MONTHS. We are really, truly, VERY VERY SORRY!! Especially to those who kept tweeting/asking us very often! We're bad writers :( Forgive us?
Here's an exciting part to make it up to you :*
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*Sara's Perspective*
Have I lost my mind?
I pondered for about an hour..
I must be mad.. But I could feel the adrenaline rush through my veins. I need to do this. It's now or never..
I walked over to the departure gate and put on my most angelic face.
"Excuse me, sir" I said, batting my eyelashes.
"How may I help you?" He responded sweetly.
"There must be some sort of mistake! My ticket says Madrid, but I'm supposed to be going to Australia!" I tried to keep a straight face on, but I have to admit, I was positive he wouldn't buy any of this. I'm way too old to make such a mistake, and trying so hard to change that mistake just proved how foolish I was acting..
Though a part of me was still determined to get this going, so I just nodded and smiled.
The man looked unsure; like he'd doubted my words... Of course! Why wouldn't he..
"There's nothing I can do, I'm sorry." He said.
Darn. I guess I was stupid to even try.
My innocent girl act wasn't so much an act anymore. I felt disappointed, crushed. I held back my tears and walked away.
He stared at me as I trailed off..
I sat back down, and stared at the clock..
A few minutes later, I felt a tap on my shoulder.
I felt the blood stop rushing, and I caught my breath.
"Maybe we could make an exception" The man said. "There's an empty seat in economy. Are you interested?"
"I'll take it! Thank you!!" I said, excitedly.
*Abdullah's Perspective*
"W-where's Sara?" I stuttered.
Her parents stared at me blankly, almost in shock.
"You mean.. You don't know?" Her mother asked me.
What's going on? What don't I know? Where could she possibly be? Why would she keep this from me? Where's Sara?! Where's Sara?..
I finally snapped back to reality and realized that they were still waiting for a response. "Know what?" I asked, anxiously.
Her parents stared at me blankly, her father cleared his throat and said, "Sara's on her way to Spain"
"For how long?!" I instantly shot back.
Silence took place, as her parents exchanged a glance of despair.
"For as long as it takes" Her mother replied.
*Meanwhile with Sara*
Oh my God.. I can't believe this. It actually worked! I'm so excited I wish there was someone I could tell this too. Ok Sara, keep it cool.. You don't want anyone to expect anything.. Play it cool.. Own it like you BOUGHT IT, YEAH!
Snap out of it!!
I couldn't help but laugh at how foolish I was being. Suddenly, my laughter was interrupted by the vibration of my phone in my pocket.
"Oh, a text from Jewels! I was wondering what happened to her." I said out loud.
I opened the message and it said,
"Hey Sara! *hugs* I know this is kinda sudden, and I didn't really have time to say goodbye! But I'm currently boarding the plane to Australia!
Sorry I didn't tell you before, I couldn't find the right time or place.. *sigh* I'll miss you so much 7yati! Don't forget to keep in touch.. TC of yourself wayed fahma?
Lots o' love,
- J"
Aww, that's so sweet of Jawaher! I thought of what to reply, as I read through the message again, and again.. And again.
Wait, WHAT?!
Australia? Plane? NOW? Oh crap..
I typed back,
"Australia?.. As in, Gold Coast? Right now?"
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Friday, April 30, 2010
If love was applied..
If [Chemistry] could be applied to love, then we can find our "perfect compound"..
If [Physics] could be applied to love, then we'd know why we "fall" in love without being affected by "gravity"..
If [Logic] could be applied to love, then we'd know the "reason" why we "can't" get something we really wanted..
If [Math] could be applied to love, you might finally see that "you" and "I" add up to infinity..
If [Business] could be applied to love, then we'd know why we don't "receive" as much as we "give"..
If [Biology] could be applied to love, I might know why I feel my "heart" might beat out of my "chest" when I'm near you..
If [Art] could be applied to love, then we will learn that even the "simplest" things can be "beautiful"..
If [History] could be applied to love, then we'd learn that we can't "change" what's already "done"..
Written by A&H
If [Physics] could be applied to love, then we'd know why we "fall" in love without being affected by "gravity"..
If [Logic] could be applied to love, then we'd know the "reason" why we "can't" get something we really wanted..
If [Math] could be applied to love, you might finally see that "you" and "I" add up to infinity..
If [Business] could be applied to love, then we'd know why we don't "receive" as much as we "give"..
If [Biology] could be applied to love, I might know why I feel my "heart" might beat out of my "chest" when I'm near you..
If [Art] could be applied to love, then we will learn that even the "simplest" things can be "beautiful"..
If [History] could be applied to love, then we'd learn that we can't "change" what's already "done"..
Written by A&H
Friday, February 26, 2010
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 20
Yeah yeah, we know we broke our promise :c we're sawrry! Hope you enjoy this post! xoxo A&H ;*
This is it. The sun arose, and reality set in. It's time for me to be on my way.
The ride to the airport was unpleasantly quiet. The silence had been screaming at me, taunting me, reminding me of the disappointment I'd brought upon my parents.
I couldn't bare the silence anymore. I got my purple iPod nano; the one Abdullah had given me for my birthday a while back.
I fidgeted with my iPod as I shuffled through the songs, trying to find the perfect one to calm my nerves, when I noticed something on the back of my iPod. Something was written on it, but it was too small for me to see. I squeezed my eyes closer trying to get a better look, and held back my gasps as I finally read what had been written.
A+S B.F.F
I don't deserve a friend like Abdullah, I argued with myself. I held back my tears as I thought of everything he'd done for me, but went blank as I tried to think of the things I've done for him.. The pain was so intense, it felt numb..
I don't deserve a friend like Abdullah, I argued with myself. I held back my tears as I thought of everything he'd done for me, but drew a blank as I tried to think of the things I've done for him.
And now, he's waiting for me, and I'm gone. Just gone, with no explanation, nothing. I walked all over him and left a deep cut that even time couldn't possibly heal. But how could this be? In hurting him, I've hurt myself..
There was just so much on my head. So much pain, so much confusion. Everything was a blur.. I felt numb..
After a car ride that felt like forever, I found myself sitting all by myself, waiting for my flight to arrive. I stared at the sign that said my flight was due in 2 hours. I browsed through the flights, trying to kill time, something had caught my eye.
Gold Coast, Australia 2 Hours
Abdullah's Perspective
I hopped off of bed with the hugest grin on my face. Sara is finally speaking to me again. Things are finally looking up, just like in the old days.
I took a quick shower, threw on my ripped jeans, a hoodie, and my converse sneakers, and ran out of the house straight to Sara's.
I knocked on their door a couple of times, but got no answer. Again, I knocked, but still no answer. I realized that their family car was missing.
"They must be out" I said aloud.
Should I text her? I asked myself, over and over. After all that's happened, I don't think she'd even reply.
She knows I love her. She may never look at me the same way again..
Was that a mistake?
I shrugged off all thoughts of last night, and decided to call her dad.
"Good morning Mr. Al X" I said, cheerfully.
"Good morning." He said, unsure. "Is everything alright Abdullah? Are you alright?"
"I'm fine sir, I just dropped by and noticed no one was home.." I paused. Should I ask about Sara?
I don't think that's such a good idea.. "So I was just wondering, when will you be home?" I finally spoke.
Sara's father chuckled and responded, "We should be home in about a 15 minutes" For a few seconds there was silence.
"You know, the door's unlocked, feel free to wait inside" He said.
I thanked him then hung up the phone, wondering whether or not it's a good idea to wait inside.
I took a deep breath and turned the doorknob.
This feels.. weird. The house was so empty, so quiet.
I walked up the staircase which seemed like it hadn't been touched in years, and heard the door squeak as I entered Sara's bedroom.
Sara's room reflected her personality in a way.
It was as complex, random, and as unique as she was. I walked further inside, and I could smell her sweet aroma. I sat on the edge of her bed and just stared at the walls, her desks, the chair where she once sat, as I fidgeted with my ring.
I grabbed her pillow and held it close to my face. It had her scent, her sweet, sweet scent.
Snap out of it Abdullah, have some self-respect. I pulled myself out of fantasy and into reality once more, and fidgeted with my ring yet again.
Though my concentration had been broken when I'd dropped my precious ring on the floor. It rolled under Sara's bed. As I leaned forward to pick it up, I saw something...
A book, or perhaps a diary of some sort.
I reached out for the book; it had a red cover, and a golden heart shaped lock.
As I examined the diary, I noticed that it had been left unlocked.
Curious, I flipped over to the last page. Last night's entry.
And read aloud the last line she had written,
"Maybe deep down I really do love him.. Maybe--"
Then followed the ink as it trailed down to the bottom of the page.
I was afraid I'd chased her away, but perhaps I brought her closer. Maybe, just maybe, this could work! Maybe we'll live happily ever after, just me and her.
I left the diary on the edge of her desk and ran down stairs with joy. Just as I'd hopped off the final step on the staircase, Mr. and Mrs. Al X walked in.
Just them.. Sara was no where in sight.
This is it. The sun arose, and reality set in. It's time for me to be on my way.
The ride to the airport was unpleasantly quiet. The silence had been screaming at me, taunting me, reminding me of the disappointment I'd brought upon my parents.
I couldn't bare the silence anymore. I got my purple iPod nano; the one Abdullah had given me for my birthday a while back.
I fidgeted with my iPod as I shuffled through the songs, trying to find the perfect one to calm my nerves, when I noticed something on the back of my iPod. Something was written on it, but it was too small for me to see. I squeezed my eyes closer trying to get a better look, and held back my gasps as I finally read what had been written.
A+S B.F.F
I don't deserve a friend like Abdullah, I argued with myself. I held back my tears as I thought of everything he'd done for me, but went blank as I tried to think of the things I've done for him.. The pain was so intense, it felt numb..
I don't deserve a friend like Abdullah, I argued with myself. I held back my tears as I thought of everything he'd done for me, but drew a blank as I tried to think of the things I've done for him.
And now, he's waiting for me, and I'm gone. Just gone, with no explanation, nothing. I walked all over him and left a deep cut that even time couldn't possibly heal. But how could this be? In hurting him, I've hurt myself..
There was just so much on my head. So much pain, so much confusion. Everything was a blur.. I felt numb..
After a car ride that felt like forever, I found myself sitting all by myself, waiting for my flight to arrive. I stared at the sign that said my flight was due in 2 hours. I browsed through the flights, trying to kill time, something had caught my eye.
Gold Coast, Australia 2 Hours
Abdullah's Perspective
I hopped off of bed with the hugest grin on my face. Sara is finally speaking to me again. Things are finally looking up, just like in the old days.
I took a quick shower, threw on my ripped jeans, a hoodie, and my converse sneakers, and ran out of the house straight to Sara's.
I knocked on their door a couple of times, but got no answer. Again, I knocked, but still no answer. I realized that their family car was missing.
"They must be out" I said aloud.
Should I text her? I asked myself, over and over. After all that's happened, I don't think she'd even reply.
She knows I love her. She may never look at me the same way again..
Was that a mistake?
I shrugged off all thoughts of last night, and decided to call her dad.
"Good morning Mr. Al X" I said, cheerfully.
"Good morning." He said, unsure. "Is everything alright Abdullah? Are you alright?"
"I'm fine sir, I just dropped by and noticed no one was home.." I paused. Should I ask about Sara?
I don't think that's such a good idea.. "So I was just wondering, when will you be home?" I finally spoke.
Sara's father chuckled and responded, "We should be home in about a 15 minutes" For a few seconds there was silence.
"You know, the door's unlocked, feel free to wait inside" He said.
I thanked him then hung up the phone, wondering whether or not it's a good idea to wait inside.
I took a deep breath and turned the doorknob.
This feels.. weird. The house was so empty, so quiet.
I walked up the staircase which seemed like it hadn't been touched in years, and heard the door squeak as I entered Sara's bedroom.
Sara's room reflected her personality in a way.
It was as complex, random, and as unique as she was. I walked further inside, and I could smell her sweet aroma. I sat on the edge of her bed and just stared at the walls, her desks, the chair where she once sat, as I fidgeted with my ring.
I grabbed her pillow and held it close to my face. It had her scent, her sweet, sweet scent.
Snap out of it Abdullah, have some self-respect. I pulled myself out of fantasy and into reality once more, and fidgeted with my ring yet again.
Though my concentration had been broken when I'd dropped my precious ring on the floor. It rolled under Sara's bed. As I leaned forward to pick it up, I saw something...
A book, or perhaps a diary of some sort.
I reached out for the book; it had a red cover, and a golden heart shaped lock.
As I examined the diary, I noticed that it had been left unlocked.
Curious, I flipped over to the last page. Last night's entry.
And read aloud the last line she had written,
"Maybe deep down I really do love him.. Maybe--"
Then followed the ink as it trailed down to the bottom of the page.
I was afraid I'd chased her away, but perhaps I brought her closer. Maybe, just maybe, this could work! Maybe we'll live happily ever after, just me and her.
I left the diary on the edge of her desk and ran down stairs with joy. Just as I'd hopped off the final step on the staircase, Mr. and Mrs. Al X walked in.
Just them.. Sara was no where in sight.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 19
As promised, here's a long part :* xoxo A&H
Sara's Perspective
Flashback:
"Sara.." 3abood muttered.
I smiled, "Yeah 3abood its me!"
He did not reply..
That's when I realized Abdullah was asleep.
"3abood?" I double-checked.
No answer.
Then he seemed to mutter something in his sleep again.
I listened carefully but could not hear him .. I stood there in silence when he spoke again..
"Sara.." He muttered. "MY Sara.."
End of Flashback
"Love?" I whispered to myself. No.. No, I can't love Abdullah. I can't love anyone right now.
I'm just not ready..
I looked Abdullah in the eyes, who was gazing deeply into mine, waiting for a reaction. I can't do this. Not right now, not with Abdullah.. I couldn't react, I panicked and said, "It's getting late.."
The stars that shone in his eyes faded into pitch black, and I could feel his heart sink. "I really have to go."
Abdullah just sat and stared. "I'm sorry" I said, and struggled to release his hand from mine.
I ran home as fast as I possibly could. I'm just so sick of drama, I'm just so sick of life, I want it to be over as fast as possible.
I burst through my bedroom door, and cried. Just cried. I wept so much my eyes hurt, I started to lose my breath, choking on every sob. I went to the one person I knew I could turn to, if only it was a person. My diary.
Dear Diary,
Please, please forgive me. I know I've been neglecting you, but I've so much to tell you. My life is over, diary, or at least, I want it to be.
I found out that Saeed has been using me for his own personal amusement, and now I've nothing. Nothing, and no one to turn to. To be honest, I don't really know why I'm surprised; Jewels tried to warn me, so did Abdullah. I just didn't listen.. I never listen..
But that's not really what I want to talk to you about. Diary, I'm confused. I trust your judgement and I need your help.
Abdullah just told me he loves me.. I'm not really sure how to react. My mind is telling me to stay away, but my heart is urging me to give it a try.
I just can't afford to get hurt again. I just can't..
Maybe deep down I really do love him.. Maybe--
I was interrupted by my parent's loud knocking on my bedroom door.
"Just a second" I yelled, apparently for no use. My parents barged in despite my need for privacy. "What's going--?" I said but was interrupted by my parents' loud yelling. I could barely make out what they were saying.
"RELAX!" I yelled. There was silence. "What did I do?"
My mother laughed sarcastically. "What did you do?" She asked. "What didn't you do?!!!" She corrected me.
"Take it easy mama!" I tried to calm her down. "Baba shsalfa??" I turned to my father, who would hopefully be more informative than my mother.
Sadly, he was just as vague.
"I seriously don't know what you guys are talking about!!" I complained.
Both my parents finally cooled down long enough for them to explain.
"SOMEONE had deleted a certain voice message from a certain principal." My mother said. "Any idea who that might be?"
Oh crap. I can't bail myself out of this one. I just stood there in silence.
"Look! I can explain".. I couldn't explain.
"Well, then go ahead!" Said my father.
"Vandalizing school property. Skipping class. INJURING a student. Go ahead. Explain that." My mom interrupted.
"That's not what happened!! I would've told you guys but you wouldn't listen!" I complained.
"Oh, stop it with your excuses!" They shut me down.
"This is what I'm talking about!" I protested.
My father stomped out of my bedroom angrily. My mother looked away and sighed in disappointment.
"That settles it." My mother finally spoke after a long agonizing moment. "You're going to grandma's tomorrow"
"But--" I started to protest. "No buts."
"Mama! Grandma lives in SPAIN!" I said, almost crying. But my mother had made her decision, she'd started walking out of my bedroom.
"Start packing!" She demanded as she marched out of the room.
I grabbed my diary, ready to pour my heart out, but I threw it away and kicked it under my bed. Not even my diary can get me out of this mess.
This is it, my day has ended and I had to sleep. "Bed time" as my mother used to call it. Oh, how I dreaded the upcoming morning, for it will determine the rest of my life. What's going to happen to me? What about Abdullah? *Sigh*
But after all that had happened, a good "bed time" is probably all I need. For, my bed time is what wakes me up in the morning, and look forward to every single day. It gives me hope, it gives me dreams.. I wouldn't mind falling into deep, eternal sleep, for my dreams were sweeter than life itself..
Sara's Perspective
Flashback:
"Sara.." 3abood muttered.
I smiled, "Yeah 3abood its me!"
He did not reply..
That's when I realized Abdullah was asleep.
"3abood?" I double-checked.
No answer.
Then he seemed to mutter something in his sleep again.
I listened carefully but could not hear him .. I stood there in silence when he spoke again..
"Sara.." He muttered. "MY Sara.."
End of Flashback
"Love?" I whispered to myself. No.. No, I can't love Abdullah. I can't love anyone right now.
I'm just not ready..
I looked Abdullah in the eyes, who was gazing deeply into mine, waiting for a reaction. I can't do this. Not right now, not with Abdullah.. I couldn't react, I panicked and said, "It's getting late.."
The stars that shone in his eyes faded into pitch black, and I could feel his heart sink. "I really have to go."
Abdullah just sat and stared. "I'm sorry" I said, and struggled to release his hand from mine.
I ran home as fast as I possibly could. I'm just so sick of drama, I'm just so sick of life, I want it to be over as fast as possible.
I burst through my bedroom door, and cried. Just cried. I wept so much my eyes hurt, I started to lose my breath, choking on every sob. I went to the one person I knew I could turn to, if only it was a person. My diary.
Dear Diary,
Please, please forgive me. I know I've been neglecting you, but I've so much to tell you. My life is over, diary, or at least, I want it to be.
I found out that Saeed has been using me for his own personal amusement, and now I've nothing. Nothing, and no one to turn to. To be honest, I don't really know why I'm surprised; Jewels tried to warn me, so did Abdullah. I just didn't listen.. I never listen..
But that's not really what I want to talk to you about. Diary, I'm confused. I trust your judgement and I need your help.
Abdullah just told me he loves me.. I'm not really sure how to react. My mind is telling me to stay away, but my heart is urging me to give it a try.
I just can't afford to get hurt again. I just can't..
Maybe deep down I really do love him.. Maybe--
I was interrupted by my parent's loud knocking on my bedroom door.
"Just a second" I yelled, apparently for no use. My parents barged in despite my need for privacy. "What's going--?" I said but was interrupted by my parents' loud yelling. I could barely make out what they were saying.
"RELAX!" I yelled. There was silence. "What did I do?"
My mother laughed sarcastically. "What did you do?" She asked. "What didn't you do?!!!" She corrected me.
"Take it easy mama!" I tried to calm her down. "Baba shsalfa??" I turned to my father, who would hopefully be more informative than my mother.
Sadly, he was just as vague.
"I seriously don't know what you guys are talking about!!" I complained.
Both my parents finally cooled down long enough for them to explain.
"SOMEONE had deleted a certain voice message from a certain principal." My mother said. "Any idea who that might be?"
Oh crap. I can't bail myself out of this one. I just stood there in silence.
"Look! I can explain".. I couldn't explain.
"Well, then go ahead!" Said my father.
"Vandalizing school property. Skipping class. INJURING a student. Go ahead. Explain that." My mom interrupted.
"That's not what happened!! I would've told you guys but you wouldn't listen!" I complained.
"Oh, stop it with your excuses!" They shut me down.
"This is what I'm talking about!" I protested.
My father stomped out of my bedroom angrily. My mother looked away and sighed in disappointment.
"That settles it." My mother finally spoke after a long agonizing moment. "You're going to grandma's tomorrow"
"But--" I started to protest. "No buts."
"Mama! Grandma lives in SPAIN!" I said, almost crying. But my mother had made her decision, she'd started walking out of my bedroom.
"Start packing!" She demanded as she marched out of the room.
I grabbed my diary, ready to pour my heart out, but I threw it away and kicked it under my bed. Not even my diary can get me out of this mess.
This is it, my day has ended and I had to sleep. "Bed time" as my mother used to call it. Oh, how I dreaded the upcoming morning, for it will determine the rest of my life. What's going to happen to me? What about Abdullah? *Sigh*
But after all that had happened, a good "bed time" is probably all I need. For, my bed time is what wakes me up in the morning, and look forward to every single day. It gives me hope, it gives me dreams.. I wouldn't mind falling into deep, eternal sleep, for my dreams were sweeter than life itself..
Monday, February 1, 2010
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 18
Hello bloggers :* We apologize for the delay! Y'all don't know how extremely busy we've been. Nevertheless here it is :) Sorry it's a bit short, though we assure you it IS interesting ;) Enjoy! xoxo A&H
Of course..
The bleachers..
"Sara?" I whispered into the darkness, expecting a response.
I looked around, searched every corner. Nothing..
How could this be? I was almost certain..
All hope was lost, I turned around, and took a deep breath. I could hear the soft winds swaying the trees, I could smell the freshly cut grass. But it was getting dark, it was getting cold. I let out a sigh as the beginning of many droplet of rain landed on my cheek and made its way down to my lips.
I shut my eyes, and began to walk away. I caught a glimpse of sudden motion at the corner of my eye. "Sara?" I whispered to myself, yet again.
I heard her soft sobs, I heard her cry, I heard her suffer.
I listened more closely and followed the sound of her silent, beseeching sobs.
"There you are" I said.
She didn't even look up. I knew she couldn't bare to look at me after all that had happened.
"Sara.."
"Go Away" she looked up with her make-up ruined, yet she still looked ever so beautiful.
I sat down so I could face her, and pushed away a strand of hair so I could see her beautiful face.
I ran my finger down her cheek and replied, "And leave you all alone?"
She fell silent for a moment and looked away.
"Look at me" I said, gently.
"Please, leave me alone" Finally she replied.
After a moment of silence she added, "I'd die here if I have to"
I leaned in closer and lifted her chin up, "Then we'll die here together"
She looked at me, eyes flooded with tears, but said nothing. She looked so helpless, so fragile, so weak, I couldn't help but hold her. "Hey," I whispered. She smiled as her last tears streamed down her rosy cheeks. I wiped them away and continued, "Till death do us part, remember?" I said, as I grabbed her hand and kissed it tenderly, showing her the ring. She squeezed my hand a little tighter, and leaned in closer.
After a moment of silence that seemed like forever, she finally calmed down long enough to speak. Oh, how I long to hear that beautiful velvet voice of hers.
"You know," She started to say, her voice still breaking off. "Sometimes I feel like I just wanna escape from reality.." She paused for a moment, and looked me in the eyes. "And go somewhere I belong.."
"We all do" was all I could manage to say.
She sighed, and continued, "I had a dream a few days ago" I waited patiently for her to continue. "I was in a place, a place that felt like home" She spoke silently.
"And where is that?" I asked, calmly. "I had a dream I was lying on the shore of Australia, nothing but me and the cool breeze, my worries were far away, and that huge weight that normally lied on my shoulders just.." she paused, searching for the right words, "Vanished" she said.
I gazed at her, silently.
"But it was all just a dream, anyway" She sighed. "It's sad, but true. I belong here" She smiled reassuringly.
I stared at her silently, holding her tighter, for I dreaded the moment where we'd have to say goodbye.
This is it, tonight's the night.
"Sara.." I started to say. She gazed at me angelically. She was so beautiful.. "I.." I stuttered to find the right words.
"I love you"
Of course..
The bleachers..
"Sara?" I whispered into the darkness, expecting a response.
I looked around, searched every corner. Nothing..
How could this be? I was almost certain..
All hope was lost, I turned around, and took a deep breath. I could hear the soft winds swaying the trees, I could smell the freshly cut grass. But it was getting dark, it was getting cold. I let out a sigh as the beginning of many droplet of rain landed on my cheek and made its way down to my lips.
I shut my eyes, and began to walk away. I caught a glimpse of sudden motion at the corner of my eye. "Sara?" I whispered to myself, yet again.
I heard her soft sobs, I heard her cry, I heard her suffer.
I listened more closely and followed the sound of her silent, beseeching sobs.
"There you are" I said.
She didn't even look up. I knew she couldn't bare to look at me after all that had happened.
"Sara.."
"Go Away" she looked up with her make-up ruined, yet she still looked ever so beautiful.
I sat down so I could face her, and pushed away a strand of hair so I could see her beautiful face.
I ran my finger down her cheek and replied, "And leave you all alone?"
She fell silent for a moment and looked away.
"Look at me" I said, gently.
"Please, leave me alone" Finally she replied.
After a moment of silence she added, "I'd die here if I have to"
I leaned in closer and lifted her chin up, "Then we'll die here together"
She looked at me, eyes flooded with tears, but said nothing. She looked so helpless, so fragile, so weak, I couldn't help but hold her. "Hey," I whispered. She smiled as her last tears streamed down her rosy cheeks. I wiped them away and continued, "Till death do us part, remember?" I said, as I grabbed her hand and kissed it tenderly, showing her the ring. She squeezed my hand a little tighter, and leaned in closer.
After a moment of silence that seemed like forever, she finally calmed down long enough to speak. Oh, how I long to hear that beautiful velvet voice of hers.
"You know," She started to say, her voice still breaking off. "Sometimes I feel like I just wanna escape from reality.." She paused for a moment, and looked me in the eyes. "And go somewhere I belong.."
"We all do" was all I could manage to say.
She sighed, and continued, "I had a dream a few days ago" I waited patiently for her to continue. "I was in a place, a place that felt like home" She spoke silently.
"And where is that?" I asked, calmly. "I had a dream I was lying on the shore of Australia, nothing but me and the cool breeze, my worries were far away, and that huge weight that normally lied on my shoulders just.." she paused, searching for the right words, "Vanished" she said.
I gazed at her, silently.
"But it was all just a dream, anyway" She sighed. "It's sad, but true. I belong here" She smiled reassuringly.
I stared at her silently, holding her tighter, for I dreaded the moment where we'd have to say goodbye.
This is it, tonight's the night.
"Sara.." I started to say. She gazed at me angelically. She was so beautiful.. "I.." I stuttered to find the right words.
"I love you"
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
It's called 'Copyright' .. Look it up!
Hey guys. No, this isn't a Sara Belle post, and I don't think we'll be posting any time soon.
We just wanted to talk to you about an issue that's really bugged us :)!
There are some people who have been stealing our monologues without permission.
One of the monologues is not yet on the blog. We had sent it through broadcast (blackberry) and we've mentioned that all rights are reserved to A&H.
A friend of ours had received the exact same broadcast from a girl claiming she had written it.
Please people, respect copyright terms :\!
If you guys can't respect that then I guess Blogger is not the place for us :D
In case you're curious,
this is the monologue I was talking about:
Sometimes I feel as though I'm living inside a box of my own apprehension.
My box is wide, but not wide enough.
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see,
My fear of the future is stopping me from reaching my full potential.
My imagination is flexible but I don't trust it.
My senses are urging me though I don't believe in them.
My heart says yes, but my mind says no.
I am living by limitations,
Limitations that haunt my every waking moment.
I am lost in my own world of dread and fear,
A world only I can see quite clearly.
A world far away from reality.
A world of my own imagination.
Who am I?
I am an artist.
All Rights Reserved to A&H.
Have a nice day.
Regards,
H~
We just wanted to talk to you about an issue that's really bugged us :)!
There are some people who have been stealing our monologues without permission.
One of the monologues is not yet on the blog. We had sent it through broadcast (blackberry) and we've mentioned that all rights are reserved to A&H.
A friend of ours had received the exact same broadcast from a girl claiming she had written it.
Please people, respect copyright terms :\!
If you guys can't respect that then I guess Blogger is not the place for us :D
In case you're curious,
this is the monologue I was talking about:
Sometimes I feel as though I'm living inside a box of my own apprehension.
My box is wide, but not wide enough.
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see,
My fear of the future is stopping me from reaching my full potential.
My imagination is flexible but I don't trust it.
My senses are urging me though I don't believe in them.
My heart says yes, but my mind says no.
I am living by limitations,
Limitations that haunt my every waking moment.
I am lost in my own world of dread and fear,
A world only I can see quite clearly.
A world far away from reality.
A world of my own imagination.
Who am I?
I am an artist.
All Rights Reserved to A&H.
Have a nice day.
Regards,
H~
Friday, January 15, 2010
Love Monologue
Here's something a little different. It's from a boy's perspective which should be interesting. Just a refreshing change while you wait for the next part ;* Enjoy <3
Oh, and one more thing.. We'd like to dedicate this post to EmJaih since it's her birthday tomorrow. Sorry we couldn't post a part! Happy Birthday hun ;*
As I listened to the dial tone, after she hung up, I whispered "I love you” I wish she could hear me. I wish I could tell her those three words, the three little words that would mean everything to her, and the whole world to me!
If only I could be hers and she could be mine, yes mine, forever. If she were mine, forever would never be long enough for me, but I would live to cherish every moment with her.
If only I was him!
If only I was the last one to hear her voice late at night, and the first number that she dials when she opens her eyes. If only I was the one she always runs to, if only I was closer to her than her own heart.
But who am I kidding? I can never be him.
I'm only kidding myself when I say I'm fine... Am I really fine? Will I be okay? Knowing my soul mate, my true love is there, with a man other than me; loving him, caring for him. Will I be able to just let it be?
I’ve had enough, I just can’t stand it anymore, I don’t want to be what she wants me to be, I can’t be just another “friend”
I’ve decided to man up and tell her how I really feel. As I was about to call her, my phone rang, and it was her… I picked up, her sad tone worried me. I’ve always loved the fact that she'd call me whenever she was down but I hated how he was the reason for that. I just couldn't tell her now, this might break us up, and right now that would be the last thing she needed.
After trying to cheer her up, failing miserably but was appreciated for the effort, I hung up and I whispered to myself, yet again “I love you”
I heard the heavy breathing in the other end of the line.
I was still connected!
She heard me, she heard me say it! But I'm not ready right now, my heart’s shattering into million pieces, my soul’s breaking. I didn’t know what to do, or what to say. She seemed calm yet my heart was racing, seconds passed, but it felt like hours to my unsteady heart, when finally she broke the silence and whispered,
"I love you too"
Written By A~
Oh, and one more thing.. We'd like to dedicate this post to EmJaih since it's her birthday tomorrow. Sorry we couldn't post a part! Happy Birthday hun ;*
As I listened to the dial tone, after she hung up, I whispered "I love you” I wish she could hear me. I wish I could tell her those three words, the three little words that would mean everything to her, and the whole world to me!
If only I could be hers and she could be mine, yes mine, forever. If she were mine, forever would never be long enough for me, but I would live to cherish every moment with her.
If only I was him!
If only I was the last one to hear her voice late at night, and the first number that she dials when she opens her eyes. If only I was the one she always runs to, if only I was closer to her than her own heart.
But who am I kidding? I can never be him.
I'm only kidding myself when I say I'm fine... Am I really fine? Will I be okay? Knowing my soul mate, my true love is there, with a man other than me; loving him, caring for him. Will I be able to just let it be?
I’ve had enough, I just can’t stand it anymore, I don’t want to be what she wants me to be, I can’t be just another “friend”
I’ve decided to man up and tell her how I really feel. As I was about to call her, my phone rang, and it was her… I picked up, her sad tone worried me. I’ve always loved the fact that she'd call me whenever she was down but I hated how he was the reason for that. I just couldn't tell her now, this might break us up, and right now that would be the last thing she needed.
After trying to cheer her up, failing miserably but was appreciated for the effort, I hung up and I whispered to myself, yet again “I love you”
I heard the heavy breathing in the other end of the line.
I was still connected!
She heard me, she heard me say it! But I'm not ready right now, my heart’s shattering into million pieces, my soul’s breaking. I didn’t know what to do, or what to say. She seemed calm yet my heart was racing, seconds passed, but it felt like hours to my unsteady heart, when finally she broke the silence and whispered,
"I love you too"
Written By A~
Saturday, January 9, 2010
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 17
&& Now the moment you've all been waiting for, :P Here's part 17 <3
Silence.. Everyone waited in silence as the principal announced the winner. Suspense was eating us up."This year's prom king is.."
"Saeed Al X!!" The principal announced.
No surprise. Who was to doubt that every girl's dream boy would turn out to be prom king?
Everyone applauded. Saeed got up graciously, not surprised at all. He wore his crown and waited for his queen.
"And now.." The principal announced in the same anticipating tone.
All girls stared at one another; Mariam shot me a glare.
"This year's prom queen is.." The principal continued.
Mariam prepared herself to get up, confidently.
Just get it over with and let Mariam win already. I'll deal with it later..
"Sara Belle Al X!" The principal said, sounding almost surprised.
"WHAT?" Mariam and I both yelled.
Everyone's jaw dropped open--Well, everyone except Saeed's.
He smiled at me as he waited for me to get on stage.
It was like I was walking through a dark field of nothingness, walking with no direction. But he was my light. His smile lit the world, my world.
The student's silent murmurs echoed in my ears, but I didn't care.
He reached out for my hand, as I did for his. He helped me up the stairs, then crowned me his queen. He held my hand on stage.
I squeezed his hand, but alas he let go.
He stepped forward to make a speech.
"As much as I'm thankful for being this year's Prom King.." He started his speech. "There's just one special person, who's mere existence led me to being who I am today" His tone was grateful and endearing. "My one and only" He paused, as he shot a smile at the audience. He loves me.. He really loves me..
Mariam shot her eyes at me, then smiled diabolically. Saeed gestured to someone in the audience. I could barely see faces from all the bright lights shining at us.
I searched for Mariam, but could not find her. Suddenly, I saw her walking up the stage, with her arms wide open, heading towards Saeed.
What's going on here?!!! I was furious. What's the meaning of this??! I'm sure Saeed would push her away.
But he didn't
In fact, he welcomed her with an embrace. My eyes grew wide, but my legs failed to move, my voice would not switch on, I was breathing frantically.
"My one and only, Mariam" He finished his sentence.
I could not comprehend any of this! He loves me! Doesn't he?
This can't be happening. I couldn't believe my eyes! I started to lose my sight. Everything around me was a blur! I tried to fight back my tears but I couldn't.. I just couldn't..
I ran of off stage, with all eyes glued to me- Including Saeed and Mariam's.. Through the music and applause, the only thing I could hear was Saeed and Mariam's evil laughter. Why me?
None of this matters anymore, I should've listened.. I should've listened..
Jewels's Perspective
After the gym cleared out and the royal pain in the ass got off stage, I went to have a little chat with Saeed.
"Well, well, well. What do we have here?" He said sarcastically.
"Cut the crap ass wound" I shot back.
He laughed carelessly, "I see you still haven't changed."
"Haven't you done enough damage?! First to me and now Sara?!" I paused in disgust. "How could you?"
My speech didn't seem to affect him, so I decided to change my behavior with him.
"Jewels, honey. When are you ever going to learn? People like me never change" He said, proudly.
I smiled, punched his pathetic excuse for a face, and walked away. Epic win, eh?
Abdullah's Perspective
I knew it.. I knew he was up to no good. But how will I ever live with myself? I just let her be with him. I just gave up on us. I just let go and watched her fall. I will never forgive myself. I need to find her, I need to apologize. I need to hold her and let her know she'll be alright.
I stared at myself in the bathroom mirror. It hurt me more than it hurt her. I can feel her; her grief, her weakness. We are one.
I washed my face and plodded out of the boys' bathroom angrily. I need to find her. I ran aimlessly with no direction. Where am I supposed to go? I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I ran outside and felt like screaming to the heavens, I felt like screaming her name. I can't shield my tears anymore. I give up. I need her. Suddenly, the feelings grew deeper, the memories clearer. I ran confidently, yet unknowingly. I had no idea where I was going. I trusted my heart, so I followed it. I ran faster and faster, and gasped when I'd seen where my heart had led me.
How could I not think of this earlier?
Saturday, January 2, 2010
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 16
Happy New Year guys <3
Abdullah's Perspective
I took a deep breath, as I waited for Jewels outside her house. This feels wrong. So incredibly wrong..
Jewels is awesome.. But she's no Sara.
Oh, Sara.. I could picture myself dancing with her; my hands on her waist, her hands around my neck, my eyes consuming hers. No one on the dance floor but us. Just me and her, together. Together, we were perfect.
I smiled dreamily, as I drifted away in thought. Shortly, my day-dreaming was interrupted when Jewels had walked out of her house.
My jaw dropped open. She was stunning. She looked like the kind of girl every guy wanted, and every girl wanted to be. How lucky am I, right?
Wrong...
If I'm so lucky, why do I feel so.. unfaithful?
I looked at my ring. The ring which Sara had an exact replica of. The single thread that held me and Sara together.
Like it matters..
She's with Saeed now, and I'm with Jewels.
"Jawaher, you look stunning." I shrugged off the thought of Sara, and took Jewels's hand.
She giggled and said, "Why, thank you. So do you." She blushed.
She did, in fact, look beautiful. She was dressed as a kitten; she wore kitty ears, with nose, whiskers, and all. She did not wear her glasses, instead, she wore blue lenses, which made her look even more stunning than she already is. She wore a pink mini dress with white tights. While, I on the other hand, was dressed as a goth; wearing black pants, a black t-shirt, my hair covered my eyes, and I wore the whole gothic make-up; lipstick, eye-liner, etc.
We were completely incompatible. But nevertheless, she was my date.
"This is for you" I said shyly, as I handed her a single white rose.
She looked so angelic, so pure. By the look I saw in her eyes, I knew that she had appreciated the sentiment. I took her hand and helped her get in my car. She hopped on gracefully.
We were both silent the whole ride to school. It was weird. It felt as though we had just met.
Finally, we arrived. The gym looked fantastic. Looks like all our hard work had paid off. A smile was printed on my face, and that smile faded as soon as I saw her. With him..
Sara's Perspective
It was a perfect night, everything was falling in place--Until I saw him.
I pretended like I hadn't seen him, and acted like I was checking my phone. But it was hopeless, I couldn't resist. I gazed into his brown eyes, and he smiled. Seeing him smile, I couldn't help but smile back.. I shut my eyes and looked away, attempting to end the whole drama scene. But I had failed miserably.
I felt a tap on my shoulder.
"Helloooo!" Jewels shrieked, excitedly, as she tackled me.
I hugged her back and laughed. "Hey Jewels!"
Abdullah was standing behind her, politely.
He smiled, "Hi"
Before I could react,
"There you are, beautiful" Saeed held me from behind.
"Here I am" I said, forgetting that Jewels and Abdullah were still standing there.
We stared at each other for a while.
Suddenly, it was dark; the only lights were the lights from the dance floor, and the glimmering disco ball.
It always takes a couple to start dancing till everyone follows.. We all stared at each other, waiting for someone brave enough to go first, as the song "Lost" By Michael Buble played.
"May I have this dance?" Saeed whispered, as he tenderly kissed my hand.
I smiled dorkishly, then pulled away.
"What's wrong?" Saeed asked, sensing my distress.
"I can't dance.." I admitted sheepishly. My answer did not seem to bother him. He took my hand, yet again, and pulled me to the dance floor, not giving me a chance to react.
Crap. I've never danced in public, let alone slow dance. This is going to be humiliating.
"Sa3ood! I can't dance!" Everyone was staring at us.
"No worries." He paused, I'll take the lead" He winked.
Slowly, we started to dance. I could feel over a hundred eyes glued to my back, but that didn't bother me at all. It felt like dancing on clouds, like walking on sunshine, just me and him. He wrapped his arms tighter around me, as did I. He held me close enough for me to feel his breath on my face. He let his eyes drown in mine. At that instant, it was like we were one. It was as though for a second we had shared a soul. I just wanted to freeze that moment, and die in his arms.
Alas, the bond between us was broken, when they were about to announce the 'Halloween King & Queen'.
I didn't want to leave so soon. We've been dancing for hours, yet it still felt like a couple of minutes. *Sigh*
We gathered around, awaiting the announcements patiently. "Good luck" Said Saeed, as he kissed my cheek.
I beamed and laid my head on his shoulder.
"And now," The principal announced.
"The moment you've all been waiting for!" He continued, excitedly.
Everyone shut their eyes, waiting impatiently to hear the principal's announcement.
Saeed smiled confidently as he waited.
"This year's prom king is.."
I took a deep breath, as I waited for Jewels outside her house. This feels wrong. So incredibly wrong..
Jewels is awesome.. But she's no Sara.
Oh, Sara.. I could picture myself dancing with her; my hands on her waist, her hands around my neck, my eyes consuming hers. No one on the dance floor but us. Just me and her, together. Together, we were perfect.
I smiled dreamily, as I drifted away in thought. Shortly, my day-dreaming was interrupted when Jewels had walked out of her house.
My jaw dropped open. She was stunning. She looked like the kind of girl every guy wanted, and every girl wanted to be. How lucky am I, right?
Wrong...
If I'm so lucky, why do I feel so.. unfaithful?
I looked at my ring. The ring which Sara had an exact replica of. The single thread that held me and Sara together.
Like it matters..
She's with Saeed now, and I'm with Jewels.
"Jawaher, you look stunning." I shrugged off the thought of Sara, and took Jewels's hand.
She giggled and said, "Why, thank you. So do you." She blushed.
She did, in fact, look beautiful. She was dressed as a kitten; she wore kitty ears, with nose, whiskers, and all. She did not wear her glasses, instead, she wore blue lenses, which made her look even more stunning than she already is. She wore a pink mini dress with white tights. While, I on the other hand, was dressed as a goth; wearing black pants, a black t-shirt, my hair covered my eyes, and I wore the whole gothic make-up; lipstick, eye-liner, etc.
We were completely incompatible. But nevertheless, she was my date.
"This is for you" I said shyly, as I handed her a single white rose.
She looked so angelic, so pure. By the look I saw in her eyes, I knew that she had appreciated the sentiment. I took her hand and helped her get in my car. She hopped on gracefully.
We were both silent the whole ride to school. It was weird. It felt as though we had just met.
Finally, we arrived. The gym looked fantastic. Looks like all our hard work had paid off. A smile was printed on my face, and that smile faded as soon as I saw her. With him..
Sara's Perspective
It was a perfect night, everything was falling in place--Until I saw him.
I pretended like I hadn't seen him, and acted like I was checking my phone. But it was hopeless, I couldn't resist. I gazed into his brown eyes, and he smiled. Seeing him smile, I couldn't help but smile back.. I shut my eyes and looked away, attempting to end the whole drama scene. But I had failed miserably.
I felt a tap on my shoulder.
"Helloooo!" Jewels shrieked, excitedly, as she tackled me.
I hugged her back and laughed. "Hey Jewels!"
Abdullah was standing behind her, politely.
He smiled, "Hi"
Before I could react,
"There you are, beautiful" Saeed held me from behind.
"Here I am" I said, forgetting that Jewels and Abdullah were still standing there.
We stared at each other for a while.
Suddenly, it was dark; the only lights were the lights from the dance floor, and the glimmering disco ball.
It always takes a couple to start dancing till everyone follows.. We all stared at each other, waiting for someone brave enough to go first, as the song "Lost" By Michael Buble played.
"May I have this dance?" Saeed whispered, as he tenderly kissed my hand.
I smiled dorkishly, then pulled away.
"What's wrong?" Saeed asked, sensing my distress.
"I can't dance.." I admitted sheepishly. My answer did not seem to bother him. He took my hand, yet again, and pulled me to the dance floor, not giving me a chance to react.
Crap. I've never danced in public, let alone slow dance. This is going to be humiliating.
"Sa3ood! I can't dance!" Everyone was staring at us.
"No worries." He paused, I'll take the lead" He winked.
Slowly, we started to dance. I could feel over a hundred eyes glued to my back, but that didn't bother me at all. It felt like dancing on clouds, like walking on sunshine, just me and him. He wrapped his arms tighter around me, as did I. He held me close enough for me to feel his breath on my face. He let his eyes drown in mine. At that instant, it was like we were one. It was as though for a second we had shared a soul. I just wanted to freeze that moment, and die in his arms.
Alas, the bond between us was broken, when they were about to announce the 'Halloween King & Queen'.
I didn't want to leave so soon. We've been dancing for hours, yet it still felt like a couple of minutes. *Sigh*
We gathered around, awaiting the announcements patiently. "Good luck" Said Saeed, as he kissed my cheek.
I beamed and laid my head on his shoulder.
"And now," The principal announced.
"The moment you've all been waiting for!" He continued, excitedly.
Everyone shut their eyes, waiting impatiently to hear the principal's announcement.
Saeed smiled confidently as he waited.
"This year's prom king is.."
Sunday, December 27, 2009
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 15
Yeah, yeah. We know we've been lazy writers. So here's the moment you've all been waiting for. An extremely LONG post. <3
"W-what?" I muttered, still half asleep.
"Rise n' shine sleepy head!" Jewels said, cheerfully.
I peeked from under the sheets, glared at her said, "I have the day off!!!"
"Oops." She paused. "Ma bad" She said.
"7lfi inty bs" I scowled. "Haih, walla" Jewels joked, "Wake up!!" She continued.
I dove back under my bedsheets, and could still hear Jewels shuffling around the room. Suddenly I was hit by something.
"Dude!" Jewels yelled. I could hear the smile in her voice. "Put these on! Now come on, let's go!"
"Where are we going?" Finally, I awoke. "School! Prom committee! I can't leave you here."
"Jewels.. Please noo-- Wait a minute." *Prom committee?! Saeed's on that!! I'm so there* "On second thought!!" I rushed out of bed, "Come on let's go!!!" I was excited.
I grabbed the pile of clothes Jewels had tossed and ran to the bathroom to change. I washed my face, brushed my teeth, then put on the pair of black skinny jeans Jewels had loaned me. I threw on a white t-shirt with Hello Kitty's face printed on the front. (You'll pay for this later, Jewels), and tied my hair into a pony-tail. I put on my converse sneakers, and didn't even bother applying my make-up until we were in Jewels's car.
I constantly kept checking my phone, expecting a message from Saeed, but all I got was useless broadcasts and forwards. *Sigh*
Moments later, I received a broadcast from Abdullah.
"Good morning peeps! Hope y'all have a good day! Especially you J ;D"
I knew Abdullah wasn't in LOVE with her. He just liked her a lot. That much, I could tell.
Jewels giggled, as she checked her phone.
I couldn't help but laugh. "Jawaher and Abdullah sitting in a tree!! K-I-S-S-I-N-G.. H I J K L M N O P!"
I paused, she stared at me, and burst out laughing. It took me a good five minutes to realize what I had just said.
I kept staring at Saeed's name, just waiting for him to say something.
Just as I started to lose hope, his name lit up and was written in bold. I grinned, I opened his conversation. It was just a broadcast. Not just any broadcast,
"Prom committee'ing with Mariam. TTYL"
My smile faded to a frown in a millisecond.
Well, I guess it's innocent. They're just working.. Right?
I let out a sigh, and continued to have a conversation with Jewels.
Finally, we arrived.
Jewels opened her car door and jumped out excitedly. While, I on the other hand, walked out grumpily.
The halls were empty since every one was at the gym, decorating. It felt weird, going to school when you don't have to.
I walked slowly while Jewels was practically running. Is that girl always hyper? Well, it's one of the things I liked about her.
"Come on, slow poke" She said. "Let's race"
"Are you kidding--?" She had already left. Apparently, she wasn't kidding.
I laughed and ran after her.
"Cheater, cheater. Sandwich eater!!" Wow, I feel like a kid again.
Right before Jewels and I could reach the gym door (together. It was a tie ok?!) someone had pushed the door open. Right into our faces. We slammed into the door and collapsed on the ground.
Just as Jewels and I were about to get up. Someone walked out of the gym.
"Oh my God!" He said, trying so hard not to laugh at us.
"What are you guys doing down there?" Said Abdullah, cheerfully. Wow, he was in a good mood today.
Jewels giggled, as did I. But then I snapped out of it. It was Abdullah. No, no. Anyone but him. I can't face him! Ugh, I guess I have to.
"We tripped, Ok!" Jewels said, jokingly. he chuckled, helped her up. Then looked at me and smiled. "Hi", he said, offering me a hand.
I smiled unwillingly, but I did not let him help me up. I got up quickly and straightened my t-shirt.
I grabbed Jewels's hand and said, "Well, come on! Don't you have work to do?"
Jewels gave me a puppy dog face, but I pretended like I hadn't seen it.
I pulled Jewels away from Abdullah and into the gym. He gave me a look. A look that made my heart shatter into a million pieces. A look that said 'Who are you?'.
Is it true? Have I changed?
No, no. That's ridiculus. Saeed seems to like me.. Right?
*Sigh*
"Hey!" Jewels said angrily as soon as Abdullah was out of sight. "What was that for?!" She demanded as she punched me in the arm.
"Ow!" I yelled. Crap. How can I possibly explain this to Jewels? Ugh.. if only.. if only..
"Hey look! There's Saeed" I said, changing the subject. "I'm going to go say hi." Phew Sa3ood you've saved my life!
I moved over to get a better view of Saeed from behind Jewels's shoulder.
What?! Saeed and Mariam. Laughing and high-fiving. Not if I can help it!!
I pushed Jewels aside and ran to get a closer view.
I overheard them talk.. Well, laugh actually.
"She's never going to see that coming!" Said Mariam, laughing like a maniac.
I was angry.
I moved closer to demand an explanation.
"Ahem!" I said from behind Saeed's shoulder.
"Oh hey!" He grinned as he hugged me.
Oh how I've missed him. I hugged him tighter. I almost forgot the reason I was standing there.
I let go of him, and shot him a glare.
"What was that all about?" I said.
"Oh.. That.." He stuttered. "We're planning a surprise for a.. Um, a friend of ours." He smiled sweetly.
"That's so sweet of you." I smiled back, knowing better than to believe him.
"Gather around students! We've got about 5 hours to finish!" The committee president yelled.
"See you later, hun." He said, and kissed my forehead.
I rushed over to Jewels, with a sheepish smile on my face. Her arms were crossed and she was giving me a look.
"Open your eyes Saro" She said. "He's using you"
"What for?" I said, knowing she wouldn't be able to give me an answer.
"I-.. I" She started. "Don't have an answer?" I interrupted. I winked at her, then walked away.
The rest of the day was a blur. We spent the entire 5 hours working. Until we finally made the gym look perfect.
Many students had left but most of us stayed for a few more minutes just to admire our own work.
As I was heading toward Jewels to drag her to the nearest salon with me. I noticed she was busy chatting with Abdullah. I decided I should just let her have fun. I ran home, since school wasn't all that far from our house, then asked my mother to drop me of at the salon. I curled my hair, and did my make-up. I looked terrifying (for Halloween, that is).
When I finally reached home, I sat in bed and stared at my dress. Tonight's the night.
**Abdullah's Perspective**
Tonight's the night..
That's it.. Enough is enough. Tonight, I'd either win or lose her.
"Rise n' shine sleepy head!" Jewels said, cheerfully.
I peeked from under the sheets, glared at her said, "I have the day off!!!"
"Oops." She paused. "Ma bad" She said.
"7lfi inty bs" I scowled. "Haih, walla" Jewels joked, "Wake up!!" She continued.
I dove back under my bedsheets, and could still hear Jewels shuffling around the room. Suddenly I was hit by something.
"Dude!" Jewels yelled. I could hear the smile in her voice. "Put these on! Now come on, let's go!"
"Where are we going?" Finally, I awoke. "School! Prom committee! I can't leave you here."
"Jewels.. Please noo-- Wait a minute." *Prom committee?! Saeed's on that!! I'm so there* "On second thought!!" I rushed out of bed, "Come on let's go!!!" I was excited.
I grabbed the pile of clothes Jewels had tossed and ran to the bathroom to change. I washed my face, brushed my teeth, then put on the pair of black skinny jeans Jewels had loaned me. I threw on a white t-shirt with Hello Kitty's face printed on the front. (You'll pay for this later, Jewels), and tied my hair into a pony-tail. I put on my converse sneakers, and didn't even bother applying my make-up until we were in Jewels's car.
I constantly kept checking my phone, expecting a message from Saeed, but all I got was useless broadcasts and forwards. *Sigh*
Moments later, I received a broadcast from Abdullah.
"Good morning peeps! Hope y'all have a good day! Especially you J ;D"
I knew Abdullah wasn't in LOVE with her. He just liked her a lot. That much, I could tell.
Jewels giggled, as she checked her phone.
I couldn't help but laugh. "Jawaher and Abdullah sitting in a tree!! K-I-S-S-I-N-G.. H I J K L M N O P!"
I paused, she stared at me, and burst out laughing. It took me a good five minutes to realize what I had just said.
I kept staring at Saeed's name, just waiting for him to say something.
Just as I started to lose hope, his name lit up and was written in bold. I grinned, I opened his conversation. It was just a broadcast. Not just any broadcast,
"Prom committee'ing with Mariam. TTYL"
My smile faded to a frown in a millisecond.
Well, I guess it's innocent. They're just working.. Right?
I let out a sigh, and continued to have a conversation with Jewels.
Finally, we arrived.
Jewels opened her car door and jumped out excitedly. While, I on the other hand, walked out grumpily.
The halls were empty since every one was at the gym, decorating. It felt weird, going to school when you don't have to.
I walked slowly while Jewels was practically running. Is that girl always hyper? Well, it's one of the things I liked about her.
"Come on, slow poke" She said. "Let's race"
"Are you kidding--?" She had already left. Apparently, she wasn't kidding.
I laughed and ran after her.
"Cheater, cheater. Sandwich eater!!" Wow, I feel like a kid again.
Right before Jewels and I could reach the gym door (together. It was a tie ok?!) someone had pushed the door open. Right into our faces. We slammed into the door and collapsed on the ground.
Just as Jewels and I were about to get up. Someone walked out of the gym.
"Oh my God!" He said, trying so hard not to laugh at us.
"What are you guys doing down there?" Said Abdullah, cheerfully. Wow, he was in a good mood today.
Jewels giggled, as did I. But then I snapped out of it. It was Abdullah. No, no. Anyone but him. I can't face him! Ugh, I guess I have to.
"We tripped, Ok!" Jewels said, jokingly. he chuckled, helped her up. Then looked at me and smiled. "Hi", he said, offering me a hand.
I smiled unwillingly, but I did not let him help me up. I got up quickly and straightened my t-shirt.
I grabbed Jewels's hand and said, "Well, come on! Don't you have work to do?"
Jewels gave me a puppy dog face, but I pretended like I hadn't seen it.
I pulled Jewels away from Abdullah and into the gym. He gave me a look. A look that made my heart shatter into a million pieces. A look that said 'Who are you?'.
Is it true? Have I changed?
No, no. That's ridiculus. Saeed seems to like me.. Right?
*Sigh*
"Hey!" Jewels said angrily as soon as Abdullah was out of sight. "What was that for?!" She demanded as she punched me in the arm.
"Ow!" I yelled. Crap. How can I possibly explain this to Jewels? Ugh.. if only.. if only..
"Hey look! There's Saeed" I said, changing the subject. "I'm going to go say hi." Phew Sa3ood you've saved my life!
I moved over to get a better view of Saeed from behind Jewels's shoulder.
What?! Saeed and Mariam. Laughing and high-fiving. Not if I can help it!!
I pushed Jewels aside and ran to get a closer view.
I overheard them talk.. Well, laugh actually.
"She's never going to see that coming!" Said Mariam, laughing like a maniac.
I was angry.
I moved closer to demand an explanation.
"Ahem!" I said from behind Saeed's shoulder.
"Oh hey!" He grinned as he hugged me.
Oh how I've missed him. I hugged him tighter. I almost forgot the reason I was standing there.
I let go of him, and shot him a glare.
"What was that all about?" I said.
"Oh.. That.." He stuttered. "We're planning a surprise for a.. Um, a friend of ours." He smiled sweetly.
"That's so sweet of you." I smiled back, knowing better than to believe him.
"Gather around students! We've got about 5 hours to finish!" The committee president yelled.
"See you later, hun." He said, and kissed my forehead.
I rushed over to Jewels, with a sheepish smile on my face. Her arms were crossed and she was giving me a look.
"Open your eyes Saro" She said. "He's using you"
"What for?" I said, knowing she wouldn't be able to give me an answer.
"I-.. I" She started. "Don't have an answer?" I interrupted. I winked at her, then walked away.
The rest of the day was a blur. We spent the entire 5 hours working. Until we finally made the gym look perfect.
Many students had left but most of us stayed for a few more minutes just to admire our own work.
As I was heading toward Jewels to drag her to the nearest salon with me. I noticed she was busy chatting with Abdullah. I decided I should just let her have fun. I ran home, since school wasn't all that far from our house, then asked my mother to drop me of at the salon. I curled my hair, and did my make-up. I looked terrifying (for Halloween, that is).
When I finally reached home, I sat in bed and stared at my dress. Tonight's the night.
**Abdullah's Perspective**
Tonight's the night..
That's it.. Enough is enough. Tonight, I'd either win or lose her.
Friday, December 25, 2009
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 14
We apologize for the delay, here's part 14.. And sorry it's not so long :* We've just been extremely busy lately! Sorry, enjoy :*
Sara was just as surprised.
"Oh my God.. No.. No.. Not tonight." She thought to herself.
Sara just stared at her phone.
"Well..? Aren't you going to answer?" Jewels said, faking a smile.
"You do it." She said.
Jewels's eyes lit up. "REALLY?"
"Yes really! Please!!"
"And say what?!"
"I don't know.. Be creative" Sara pouted.
"Um, Hello" Jewels said, casually. Sara leaned close so she could listen.
"Uh.. Sara?" Abdullah was perplexed.
Jewels giggled, "No this is her friend Jewels."
Her face was bright red.
Abdullah was silent, waiting for an explanation.
"She's sleeping over at my house." She continued.
"Well.. Can I talk to her?"
Jewels covered the phone with her hand, and argued with Sara silently.
"TALK TO HIM" She whispered to Sara.
"No no please! You do it!" She mouthed.
Jewels rolled her eyes.
Just as she was about to talk to Abdullah.
"You know what.. Never mind." He paused. "Don't even tell her I called."
"Mm, ok." Said Jewels.
Right before Abdullah could hang up, "Hey listen" Jewels said. "I know this is kind of sudden, but do you wanna go to prom with me tomorrow?"
Sara's eyes widened, her jaw dropped down. She stared at Jewels.
"Yes? Great!! See you tomorrow!"
Jewels hung up, hugged Sara, and shrieked.
"I'm going to prom with a hottie!!!!"
Sara smiled. Jewels paused for a second. "Crap." Jewels thought.
"That is.. If you don't mind?" She added.
Sara laughed, "Of course I don't!! Me and 3abood are just friends.. You should go for it!"
Jewels hugged Sara once more, "Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
"Oh my God! I completely forgot prom was tomorrow!" Sara was nervous for some reason.
"Dude chill. It's prom not your wedding day" Jewels teased.
Sara and Jewels both fell silent. Sara still hadn't told Jewels about Saeed.
"So who are you going with?" It's like Jewels had read her mind.
"Um.. I-I'm Going with Saeed." She couldn't lie.
"ARE YOU CRAZY?" She yelled without skipping a beat.
*Ugh! Not this crap again!! I'm sick of listening to this!* Sara ranted in her head.
Sara smiled, looked Jewels in the eyes and said, "You don't know him like I do. We're going to the dance together and that's it. End of discussion. I'm going to bed, good night." Sara dove under her blankets before Jewels could react.
"Don't say I didn't warn you" Jewels said.
**Sara's Perspective**
There I was, alone on the Australian shore. My family and I would come here every summer. It was my favorite place in the world.
I could feel a cool breeze on my face. I heard the seagulls, and I could taste the saltiness in the air. It felt good. I shut my eyes, and could feel the sun on my face. The waves crashing on the shore touched my toes. This is perfect. It felt as though I was in a place where everything was perfect, and all my troubles would just drift away. I didn't ever want to leave. When abruptly, the clear blue sky dissolved into shades of grey, and the waves crashed wildly. The wind blew uncontrollably. I felt like I was trapped, and there was no way out. Suddenly, there was a deafening noise, I shut my eyes, and covered my ears, and just prayed it would stop. Suddenly, the noise grew into a familiar sound. It was a voice. Jewels's voice.
"SARO!! Wake up! We'd better go get ready for the dance!"
Sara was just as surprised.
"Oh my God.. No.. No.. Not tonight." She thought to herself.
Sara just stared at her phone.
"Well..? Aren't you going to answer?" Jewels said, faking a smile.
"You do it." She said.
Jewels's eyes lit up. "REALLY?"
"Yes really! Please!!"
"And say what?!"
"I don't know.. Be creative" Sara pouted.
"Um, Hello" Jewels said, casually. Sara leaned close so she could listen.
"Uh.. Sara?" Abdullah was perplexed.
Jewels giggled, "No this is her friend Jewels."
Her face was bright red.
Abdullah was silent, waiting for an explanation.
"She's sleeping over at my house." She continued.
"Well.. Can I talk to her?"
Jewels covered the phone with her hand, and argued with Sara silently.
"TALK TO HIM" She whispered to Sara.
"No no please! You do it!" She mouthed.
Jewels rolled her eyes.
Just as she was about to talk to Abdullah.
"You know what.. Never mind." He paused. "Don't even tell her I called."
"Mm, ok." Said Jewels.
Right before Abdullah could hang up, "Hey listen" Jewels said. "I know this is kind of sudden, but do you wanna go to prom with me tomorrow?"
Sara's eyes widened, her jaw dropped down. She stared at Jewels.
"Yes? Great!! See you tomorrow!"
Jewels hung up, hugged Sara, and shrieked.
"I'm going to prom with a hottie!!!!"
Sara smiled. Jewels paused for a second. "Crap." Jewels thought.
"That is.. If you don't mind?" She added.
Sara laughed, "Of course I don't!! Me and 3abood are just friends.. You should go for it!"
Jewels hugged Sara once more, "Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
"Oh my God! I completely forgot prom was tomorrow!" Sara was nervous for some reason.
"Dude chill. It's prom not your wedding day" Jewels teased.
Sara and Jewels both fell silent. Sara still hadn't told Jewels about Saeed.
"So who are you going with?" It's like Jewels had read her mind.
"Um.. I-I'm Going with Saeed." She couldn't lie.
"ARE YOU CRAZY?" She yelled without skipping a beat.
*Ugh! Not this crap again!! I'm sick of listening to this!* Sara ranted in her head.
Sara smiled, looked Jewels in the eyes and said, "You don't know him like I do. We're going to the dance together and that's it. End of discussion. I'm going to bed, good night." Sara dove under her blankets before Jewels could react.
"Don't say I didn't warn you" Jewels said.
**Sara's Perspective**
There I was, alone on the Australian shore. My family and I would come here every summer. It was my favorite place in the world.
I could feel a cool breeze on my face. I heard the seagulls, and I could taste the saltiness in the air. It felt good. I shut my eyes, and could feel the sun on my face. The waves crashing on the shore touched my toes. This is perfect. It felt as though I was in a place where everything was perfect, and all my troubles would just drift away. I didn't ever want to leave. When abruptly, the clear blue sky dissolved into shades of grey, and the waves crashed wildly. The wind blew uncontrollably. I felt like I was trapped, and there was no way out. Suddenly, there was a deafening noise, I shut my eyes, and covered my ears, and just prayed it would stop. Suddenly, the noise grew into a familiar sound. It was a voice. Jewels's voice.
"SARO!! Wake up! We'd better go get ready for the dance!"
Thursday, December 17, 2009
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 13
This part goes to ILUV2CHEWGUM and Harsh Critic. Hope you're satisfied ^^
Sara dropped her phone, with her mouth wide open, and kept her screams bottled up. "I love my mom!!!" She thought to herself.
She and Jewels exchanged a smile, and ran off straight to the bedroom.
"Oh my God!" was the only thing they managed to say for a few minutes. Jewels hugged Sara, "We're going to have the best girls' night ever!"
Sara grinned so hard her cheeks hurt!
After the whole pep rally scene was over, Sara suddenly stopped. "So what now?"
Jawaher paused, "I have no idea"
They looked at each other and burst out laughing. "Let's watch a movie" Jawaher suggested, as she ran toward a box sitting in the corner of her bedroom. Of course, the box was bright pink, with Hello Kitty's face on the cover. Sara rolled her eyes, then smiled. "What's that?" She asked.
Jewels did not answer, instead, she responded with, "Welcome to the wonderful world of chick flicks!"
She opened the box that had almost a hundred movies in it.
"Every chick flick I ever fell in love with!" She added.
Sara made a disgusted face, chick flicks weren't exactly her thing. She was more of a horror person. But hey, if it meant being normal, she was up for it!
"Where should we start first?" She tried to put on an eager face.
Jewels thought for a moment, then laid out 5 DVDs on the carpet.
"You choose."
Sara eyed the DVDs laying on the floor, which included 50 First Dates, Mona Lisa Smile, Lovewrecked, You've got mail, and Gone With The Wind.
Sara winced, she had never heard of half of them, but she did know one thing, she definitely did not want to watch something that would remind her of her own drama, and the titles weren't exactly helpful.
"Nope, I can't do this.." She thought.
"I've got a better idea." Sara said, with a sneaky smile on her face.
She grabbed Jewels's laptop and typed in "The Uninvited"
"What's that?" Jewels asked.
"You'll see" Sara laughed mischievously.
Jewels screamed throughout the entire movie, and Sara couldn't help but laugh at her.
Eventually, they both got really into the movie, and watched silently.
When abruptly, there was a loud knock on the door.
Both girls let out a shriek.
"What is going on in here?" Worried, Jewels's mother rushed into the room.
As soon as the girls saw her face, they looked at one another and laughed hysterically.
"Well..?!" Jewels's mother was still waiting for an explanation.
The girls calmed down long enough to explain.
Her mother sighed then let out a giggle herself,
"Don't stay up too long" She reminded them.
"I think that's enough horror movies for.. Oh I don't know.. EVER!!" Jewels said, then sighed with relief.
Sara giggled, then reached for her backpack.
"Oh great what now?" Jewels's eyes widened.
"What happens at every great sleep over." Sara had never been to an actual sleepover before.. Well not with girls, anyway. She always used to sleepover at Abdullah's when they were younger.
Sara tossed her cell phone over to Jawaher.
"Prank calls" They said in unison.
"YES!" Exclaimed Jewels as she high-fived Sara.
"Who should we prank first?" Jewels said with a sly look on her face.
Sara did not respond, instead, she grabbed her cell phone and dialled Mariam's number.
Jewels laughed hysterically. "Put it on speaker!!" She demanded, excitedly.
"Shh!" Sara silenced her.
"Hello?" Mariam had picked up the phone.
"Halla walla" Sara said, in a boy's voice. She really did sound like a guy.
"Ahlain" Mariam giggled. Her voice went from zombie to girl in a heartbeat. "Mnu?" She said in the girliest voice ever.
Sara and Jewels's eyes widened as they tried so hard not to laugh.
"Mo3jaab" Sara said.
Mariam giggled hysterically. "Awaneh"
Sara couldn't take it anymore. She hung up and burst out laughing.
The girls high-fived. "I so wish I could've recorded that!" Jewels said, still laughing.
Their hysteric laughing was ceased at the sound of Sara's cell phone ringing.
Jewels's eyes widened, as she read 'Incoming Call from Abdullah'
Monday, December 14, 2009
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 12
We know we know.. we promised two parts.. Bs we're really stressed so here's a long one :*!
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*Sara's point of view*-------
Silence took place.. There I was, standing with my mouth wide open.
I couldn't believe what he just said! Am I the reason he's here?! Is my being with Saeed doing this to him??
No, this can't be happening.
I took one last look at Abdullah, and ran out.
I can't see him again, I don't want to hurt him..
I drove to Saeed's house, completely forgetting that he ditched me last night, and melted in his arms as if nothing happened.
We talked and talked for hours, but then the sun set and it was time for me to go home.
Sunday,
Ugh school..
In Physics,
Abdullah was sitting infront of me, while Saeed was right behind me. Oh crap, I did not want to be put in this position!!
When all of a sudden the teacher announced, "You will be paired up into groups for an expirement."
NONONO.. Please anyone but Abdullah.. please please don't let it be Abdullah..
"Saeed and Mariam"
WHAT?! Uff nevermind that now..
"Sara and.."
Fingers crossed. Please please anyone but him..
"Jawaher" The teacher announced.
PHEW. I sighed with relief as I searched for my partner.
Jawaher was a cute, brunette, with light brown eyes and freckles. She wore huge glasses and braces.
I went to sit with my partner,
"Hi," She said with a cheeky smile. "I'm Jawaher! But you can call me Jewels"
"Aww, Heey I'm Sara"
"I know" She replied with a smile, then paused. "You're 3abood's friend"
Shocked,
"You know 3abood?"
"No.." She looked at him dreamily.. "I just wish I did" She sighed.
I wanted to laugh so badly, but for some reason I couldn't
I looked over Jewels' shoulder, and saw Saeed.. Having a great time with MARIAM.
Jewels must've noticed I was staring.
"That guy's bad news" She warned.
Uf, not this crap again.
"He seems fine to me"
She laughed sarcastically, "Es2al mojarb w laa tas2al 6abeeb". When she was about to continue, The teacher Announced interupting her " Students tidy up, you can continue your experiment at home and its worth 20% of your mark."
Sara and Jewels walked down the hall after final bell.
Jewels did most of the talking, Sara was still in a state of shock.
"You know you seem like a nice girl, maybe we can be friends." She smiled her perky smile.
"I'd like that" I tried so hard to smile. I really did like Jewels, but I was in a very bad mood.
"You should come to my place, would you like that?" She jumped up and down excitedly. "Just girl's night!"
That actually sounded like fun!
"Sure! I'd love that come one let's go!!" I was almost as excited as she was. I've never had a 'girl's night' before.
We drove in Jewels' car, and sang along to the radio when "Down" came up.. And I remembered him.
Uff, I don't wanna think about him! I changed the song to "So what"
I felt much, much better.
We gossiped about all the girls in our school who think they're so cool, when finally we reached her house.
It was a simple house. Nothing too flashy. In my eyes, it was perfect.
We were so excited! I felt like I had known her all my life. She was like the sister I never had.
She led the way to her room. Her room was everything I imagined a girl's room would be, the walls were multi-colored, Pink, orange, and green. Unlike my black and red bedroom. I felt like a guy.
As I admired her room, I noticed she was a huge Hello Kitty fan. Her bed sheets were hello kitty, and she had a huge Hello Kitty pillow. I also noticed the Hannah Montana poster on the wall. I made a gagging face, and she noticed.
"HEY! Be nice to Hannah!" She said, "I don't get why people hate her. She's perfect!" As she put her hand on the poster.
Moments later, I was COVERED in make-up.
I actually.. I can't believe I'm saying this.. I actually looked pretty.
I guess animal poop CAN make you pretty.
Now it was my turn to do Jewels' make up.
OFCOURSE, I chose pink.
I applied her bright pink lipstick, foundation, eyeliner and pink eye shadow. I ended it with a little bit of blush on both cheeks.
Without her glasses, she looked so PRETTY.
I almost didn't recognize her.
"Well, What do you think?!" I asked all excited
"Hmmm.." As she admired herself in the mirror " PERFECT " She screamed and I joined along screaming and jumping.
When suddenly her mother opens the door "Umm.. dinner is ready." She said, looking at us confused.
How Embarssing.
But no matter, as soon she closed the door, we continued jumping quietly and let out a quiet shriek before we ran down to eat.
Her mother made us some spaghetti with meatballs and not to mention her delicious chocolate cake. It felt like home, I just felt relaxed with them. Her mother was cool, she would giggle with us and it felt that Jewels would talk to her about anything. Ugh.. I wish I had a relationship like that with mom..
My blackberry was vibrating, "INCOMING CALL from Mom"
Wow, 3mrha 6weel..
Before I could even say hello, she screamed at me. And all i could hear was "Bla Bla Your Late bla bla You Diddnt Tell me"
The excitement about girls night just made me forgot. So there I was listening to her and answering back with "Sorry" or "Okay".
I Could see Jewel's mom, opening her hand a sign of me giving her my blackberry so she could speak with mom.
I Just shoke my head meaning no
She insisted, so i gave her.
"Slam 3laikm"
"Yes, i know its getting late"
"Yes, yes i know, but the girls here are having fun."
"Look, Can Sara sleep over for the night? i heard there was a storm tonight."
"Don't worry, her size is like my daughter's size and i'll drop them off to school tomorrow if its not raining."
"Aha, ok, Here Sara, Your mom want's to talk to you."
She handed me the BlackBerry, my heart fell into my stomache, i took a deep breathe. Can't blame me I never slept over at someone's house and this is new to her, she might just scream at me again.
"Yes Mom?"
"Have Fun at the sleep over Bella, and i'll be seeing you tommorow."
Saturday, December 12, 2009
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 11
Hey guyss Sorry we cudn't upload this sooner ;* & Sorry it's a little short,, Enjoy it & Don't forget ur comments ;D <3
* Sara's point of view*
When I got out of bed this morning. He was gone. I felt so angry! How could he just leave? Without a single word. I need 3abood!
I picked up my Blackberry and dialled Abdullah's number. It rang once.. Twice.. Three times....... No answer.
I tried again. Nothing.
This isn't like him!! Is he still mad at me?!
I have to find out for sure..
I put on my favorite pair of jeans and an old t-shirt, didn't even bother brushing my hair, put on my converse, and ran out .. Heading toward his house.
I knocked on his door. No response. I got impatient.. I knocked, and knocked, and knocked..
Finally, his mother answered.
"Good morning, Mrs. Al X!" I said.. "Sorry to disturb you. But I'm worried about 3bdallah.. Is he ok?"
She looked.. confused.
"Out of all people.. YOU don't know?"
I was shocked! "Know what??"
Mrs. Al X shook her head.
"Abdullah isn't here."
I was about to cry. Terribe things kept crossing my mind! Is he ok?!
"Where is he?!" I yelled.
She took a deep breath, "Last night, they found him in the middle of the road across your house.."
"IS HE OK?" I interrupted, as tears filled my eyes.
"He just had another asthma attack.." She paused. "He's in the hospital"
I ran away without saying a single word to her. Where's my best friend? I need you 3bood.. I never knew I did.
Running to the Hospital felt like forever,
it felt as if i was running through a desert with million thoughts in my head just searching for an oasis.. which in my case happens to be the Hospital. I feel him. The heartache is more than I can bare..
At last, after a few minutes that seemed like forever, I reached the hospital. I asked the nurse where Abdullah was, and followed her as she led the way, and just WISHED she would walk faster..
I arrived at 3bod's room..
I pushed the door open and ran to his bed.
"Sara.." 3abood muttered.
I smiled, "Yeah 3abood its me!"
He did not reply..
That's when I realized Abdullah was asleep.
"3abood?" I double-checked.
No answer.
Then he seemed to mutter something in his sleep again.
I listened carefully but could not hear him .. I stood there in silence when he spoke again..
"Sara.." He muttered. "My Sara.."
When I got out of bed this morning. He was gone. I felt so angry! How could he just leave? Without a single word. I need 3abood!
I picked up my Blackberry and dialled Abdullah's number. It rang once.. Twice.. Three times....... No answer.
I tried again. Nothing.
This isn't like him!! Is he still mad at me?!
I have to find out for sure..
I put on my favorite pair of jeans and an old t-shirt, didn't even bother brushing my hair, put on my converse, and ran out .. Heading toward his house.
I knocked on his door. No response. I got impatient.. I knocked, and knocked, and knocked..
Finally, his mother answered.
"Good morning, Mrs. Al X!" I said.. "Sorry to disturb you. But I'm worried about 3bdallah.. Is he ok?"
She looked.. confused.
"Out of all people.. YOU don't know?"
I was shocked! "Know what??"
Mrs. Al X shook her head.
"Abdullah isn't here."
I was about to cry. Terribe things kept crossing my mind! Is he ok?!
"Where is he?!" I yelled.
She took a deep breath, "Last night, they found him in the middle of the road across your house.."
"IS HE OK?" I interrupted, as tears filled my eyes.
"He just had another asthma attack.." She paused. "He's in the hospital"
I ran away without saying a single word to her. Where's my best friend? I need you 3bood.. I never knew I did.
Running to the Hospital felt like forever,
it felt as if i was running through a desert with million thoughts in my head just searching for an oasis.. which in my case happens to be the Hospital. I feel him. The heartache is more than I can bare..
At last, after a few minutes that seemed like forever, I reached the hospital. I asked the nurse where Abdullah was, and followed her as she led the way, and just WISHED she would walk faster..
I arrived at 3bod's room..
I pushed the door open and ran to his bed.
"Sara.." 3abood muttered.
I smiled, "Yeah 3abood its me!"
He did not reply..
That's when I realized Abdullah was asleep.
"3abood?" I double-checked.
No answer.
Then he seemed to mutter something in his sleep again.
I listened carefully but could not hear him .. I stood there in silence when he spoke again..
"Sara.." He muttered. "My Sara.."
Thursday, December 10, 2009
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 10
In this post Abdullah's the speaker, Just so you'd know how he really feels.. Don't forget your comments ;p enjoy ;*
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**Abdullah's point of view**
That's when she arrived, and I've never been so hurt. The way she looked at me.. It was fury, anger, disappointment, sadness, all mashed up in one.. "You ruined everything" .. It was written plainly on her face. I knew it was a mistake.. I knew she had no room for me in her life anymore. Why can't I let go?
I stared at her from across the hall, she reeked of Saeed's cheap perfume. Give me one good reason why I shouldn't rip you apart, like you ripped me, Oh my god, 3bdallah snap out of it, I can't do this to Sara. No I won't, even though she shattered my heart but I would never do such thing. She's My Sara, yes Mine and forever she will be my love.
"Mrs. Al X.." I spoke up after an intense moment of silence. They all looked at me, Sara's face screamed 'help me', while her mother's face clearly said 'Tell the truth'.. I had to help Sara.
"Well... Me and Sara had a fight.. And she left.." I tried to lie.. I had no idea what I was going to say.
They both raised their eyebrow at me.
"Um, I thought she came home.. So I came looking for her.. to apologize." I smiled sweetly.
"I see.. So where were YOU Sara?" Her mother asked.
"Umm..I.. i.." Sara thought for a moment. "I was sitting outside in the garden, thinking." She looked so innocent... and so.. Beautiful.
"Hmmm.." Her mother looked at us both. "Fine" She gave up, though we both knew she didn't believe a word we said.
I felt a huge lump in the pit of my stomach. I can't be here anymore..
"If you'll excuse me I have to get home.. It's gettin late"
"No 3bod please sta-"
"It's ok.. I really need to leave" I interrupted Sara.
I ran back home before anyone could notice my breakdown. I ran to my room and slammed the door as hard as I could. I took quick paces around my room, almost pulling my hair out.
I had a meltdown, tears were streaming down my face, as I destroyed practically everything in sight. Just the thought of losing her to HIM.. made me feal so.. sad.. so .. weak. Every thing suddenly went dark, the room started spinning, I stopped breathing. I gasped for air, "WHERE IS IT" I screamed as I looked for my inhaler.. I couldn't find it.. Everything went dark, and all I could hear was her voice.. I passed out, then awoke in a hospital at 2:00 a.m.
I need to see her.
As I tip-toed through their backyard, I glanced at the window and noticed the lights were on. Weird, it's 2:00 a.m. As I got closer, it went off. At this point I panicked and wanted to run away. But I couldn't. I had to see her. I just had to. So I continued tip-toeing, and climbed the tree which was by her window. I raised my head up the window to see, when unfortunately I saw Him. Yes Him. Saeed.
But then I saw her. With the most amazing smile on her face. Her smile could light up the whole world.. But it killed me. It killed me because I knew he was the reason for her smile. He was the one who got to hold her.
I turned around, and tried so hard not to cry. But I didn't care. I didn't care.. I let it out as I ran back home. Halfway there, I knelt in the middle of the road and screamed. I prayed for death. Anything would have been better than this.
** Meanwhile, with Sara.**
"4 days left before the big day" He announced as he grabbed her hand.
"Huh?" Replied Sara half-awake. "The Party!" He said all excited " I'm your Edward aren't I ?" he continued.
"Hehe, 5alnii argd a7enah, watch me sleep won't you?" Replied Sara as she slept on his lap. "Haha, okay Bella, Sweet dreams" Smiled Saeed and kissed her on her forehead. Then continued playing with hair as she slept the night away.
A couple of hours later Sara woke up.
"I thought I heard something.." Sara awoke suddenly. "Shh, go back to sleep. You're safe." Saeed reassured her.
Saeed gave her a worried look. "I know this sounds crazy.. But something's wrong with 3bod."
Saeed smiled a paranoid smile. "Oh him again".. "Sara you just had a bad dream.. Ergdi" He kissed her forehead, and let her sleep.
Sara felt safe, she slept in Saeed's arms, then awoke early in the morning.
"Sa3ood.." She muttered.
She got no reply.
"Sa3ood?" She asked.
She opened her eyes.. He was gone.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
The Diary of Sara Belle - Part 9
Okkayy here's part 9 after a short delay ;P Well 2 days! We've got over 1,000 readers in 3 days, so Thank you!! We *HEART* Yw all<3
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"Oh crap!! Saeed my mom's calling!" Sara panicked, expecting Saeed to calm her down like he always does. "CRAP! That wasn't supposed to happen!" He panicked as well. "What should I do?" She asked, "Answer." He seemed to feel confident again. Sara swallowed hard, and picked up the phone. "Hi mom.." She said, casually. "Hi? I haven't seen you since yesterday and all you've got to say is hi?!?!?!" Saeed winced, he could hear the screaming from halfway across the room. "Where the hell have you been?!" She kept yelling. "Mom.. Mom calm down!!"
"CALM DOWN?! SCHOOL ENDED 2 HOURS AGO AND YOU'RE STILL NOT HOME! WHERE ARE YOU?"
"Mum relax, I'm at a friend's house." I said coolly. Her mother laughed. "What friend?"
"Um, 3abod" I said. Saeed looked away. "Oh, well that's ok then. Take care of yourself bella. Call me if you need a ride home" She hung up.
"3abood?" Saeed demanded, disappointed. "Sa3ood.." He looked at her, then said, "Why couldn't you just tell her it was me?"
Sara looked at him, she could see how heart broken he was, and for the first time ever, Sara made the first move. "But I love you.. Isn't that enough?" He drowned in her eyes. She grabbed his hands and pulled him closer, she leaned her face toward his, and just as they were about to kiss, "Sa2ood your mama looking por you."
They both sighed. "Coming Mary." He said.. Just as they were walking away, the 50 year old philipino winked at them and chuckled. She mouthed "SE8SY" to Saeed and Sara. Then walked away, still laughing.
Finally, they were at the garden, sitting with Saeed's mother, little sister Meera, and older brother Thani. His father was out of town for a business meeting. "So Sara, tell us about yourself." Said his mother, politely. "Well, there's nothing much to tell really. I'm just a simple girl working hard to get into college." She smiled. "You're not just a simple girl." Said Saeed, "You're special. You're my girl." Sara blushed, and kicked him under the table.. Or at least she thought she did. She had accidentally kicked his older brother Thani. He politely pretended he didn't notice. But when Saeed looked away, he winked at Sara.
Sara just blushed. She couldnt resist it so she giggled. Thani was an older version of Saeed, he was alot more muscular, much more attractive, he almost looked exactly like Saeed. Except for his eyes. Thani's eyes were mesmerizing. They were a deep, stunning, black, so deep as if they were a black whole, that suck you in and you get lost in the bottomless abyss. He had a long thin nose just like Saeed's. But Thani's hair was black and wavy.
Sara stared at him, studying his features. "e7m.." S3eed tried to get her attention. No use. She was mesmerized. After they had lunch and everyone left the lunch table. Sara, Saeed, and Thani sat back down. "What do you see in that kid Sara?" Thani joked. Sara blushed, and thought about the many reasons she loves Saeed. "Yeah tell him hun, what do you see in me?" Saeed said, innocently, just to prove to his brother that they're serious.
She whispered "I love you" in his ear. "What? masmaa3t" He teased. "I love you." She said a bit louder. "Shuuu? I can't hear you!" He kept teasing her. She snapped, "I love you I love you I love youuu" She squeezed his hand harder. She heard Thani, "AWWW". Saeed looked at him. "E7lf inteh bs"
"Little brother found himself a lover over there" He pretended to cry, as he wiped an imaginary tear off of his face.
"But seriously Sara, why settle for a boy, when you could have a man?" He raised his eyebrows up and down, and winked.
Saeed got angry, so he kepting typing something extremely fast on his BB. As soon as he dropped his BB on the table, Thani picked up his. He chuckled aloud. He handed Sara the BB:
Saeed: I'm warning you.. One more move and I swear I'll hurt you. Back off. She's mine.
They all fell silent for a moment, till they were interrupted by Thani's loud obnoxious laughing.
"HAHAHAHAHAHHA! THAT'S SO PATHETIC"
They both aimed their eyes at him, "Jeez! I'm sorry.. I'd better get going before I throw up."
Thani walked away, making gagging noises.
After a long day at Saeed's..
Sadly, Sara had to go home.
'INCOMING CALL from Mom' .. "Aloo.. Mum I told you I'm on my way.. Yeah don't worry I'm fine!" She reassured her mother. Saeed giggled.
A few minutes later, Sara received a text message from her mother.
"You better get home NOW!"
"I think mum's mad" She said to Saeed. "Drive faster, I think something's wrong"
Finally, they arrived.
Then Sara ran to reach out for the door, when suddenly it swung wide open, to find her mother blocking to the door with her arms crossed, shaking her head.
"I hope you have an explanation." She said. Sara was puzzled.
Her mother pointed at Abdullah who was sitting in their living room..
"CALM DOWN?! SCHOOL ENDED 2 HOURS AGO AND YOU'RE STILL NOT HOME! WHERE ARE YOU?"
"Mum relax, I'm at a friend's house." I said coolly. Her mother laughed. "What friend?"
"Um, 3abod" I said. Saeed looked away. "Oh, well that's ok then. Take care of yourself bella. Call me if you need a ride home" She hung up.
"3abood?" Saeed demanded, disappointed. "Sa3ood.." He looked at her, then said, "Why couldn't you just tell her it was me?"
Sara looked at him, she could see how heart broken he was, and for the first time ever, Sara made the first move. "But I love you.. Isn't that enough?" He drowned in her eyes. She grabbed his hands and pulled him closer, she leaned her face toward his, and just as they were about to kiss, "Sa2ood your mama looking por you."
They both sighed. "Coming Mary." He said.. Just as they were walking away, the 50 year old philipino winked at them and chuckled. She mouthed "SE8SY" to Saeed and Sara. Then walked away, still laughing.
Finally, they were at the garden, sitting with Saeed's mother, little sister Meera, and older brother Thani. His father was out of town for a business meeting. "So Sara, tell us about yourself." Said his mother, politely. "Well, there's nothing much to tell really. I'm just a simple girl working hard to get into college." She smiled. "You're not just a simple girl." Said Saeed, "You're special. You're my girl." Sara blushed, and kicked him under the table.. Or at least she thought she did. She had accidentally kicked his older brother Thani. He politely pretended he didn't notice. But when Saeed looked away, he winked at Sara.
Sara just blushed. She couldnt resist it so she giggled. Thani was an older version of Saeed, he was alot more muscular, much more attractive, he almost looked exactly like Saeed. Except for his eyes. Thani's eyes were mesmerizing. They were a deep, stunning, black, so deep as if they were a black whole, that suck you in and you get lost in the bottomless abyss. He had a long thin nose just like Saeed's. But Thani's hair was black and wavy.
Sara stared at him, studying his features. "e7m.." S3eed tried to get her attention. No use. She was mesmerized. After they had lunch and everyone left the lunch table. Sara, Saeed, and Thani sat back down. "What do you see in that kid Sara?" Thani joked. Sara blushed, and thought about the many reasons she loves Saeed. "Yeah tell him hun, what do you see in me?" Saeed said, innocently, just to prove to his brother that they're serious.
She whispered "I love you" in his ear. "What? masmaa3t" He teased. "I love you." She said a bit louder. "Shuuu? I can't hear you!" He kept teasing her. She snapped, "I love you I love you I love youuu" She squeezed his hand harder. She heard Thani, "AWWW". Saeed looked at him. "E7lf inteh bs"
"Little brother found himself a lover over there" He pretended to cry, as he wiped an imaginary tear off of his face.
"But seriously Sara, why settle for a boy, when you could have a man?" He raised his eyebrows up and down, and winked.
Saeed got angry, so he kepting typing something extremely fast on his BB. As soon as he dropped his BB on the table, Thani picked up his. He chuckled aloud. He handed Sara the BB:
Saeed: I'm warning you.. One more move and I swear I'll hurt you. Back off. She's mine.
They all fell silent for a moment, till they were interrupted by Thani's loud obnoxious laughing.
"HAHAHAHAHAHHA! THAT'S SO PATHETIC"
They both aimed their eyes at him, "Jeez! I'm sorry.. I'd better get going before I throw up."
Thani walked away, making gagging noises.
After a long day at Saeed's..
Sadly, Sara had to go home.
'INCOMING CALL from Mom' .. "Aloo.. Mum I told you I'm on my way.. Yeah don't worry I'm fine!" She reassured her mother. Saeed giggled.
A few minutes later, Sara received a text message from her mother.
"You better get home NOW!"
"I think mum's mad" She said to Saeed. "Drive faster, I think something's wrong"
Finally, they arrived.
Then Sara ran to reach out for the door, when suddenly it swung wide open, to find her mother blocking to the door with her arms crossed, shaking her head.
"I hope you have an explanation." She said. Sara was puzzled.
Her mother pointed at Abdullah who was sitting in their living room..
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